Alex broke up with me/
i feel like shit
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My pap has bronchitius or however u spell it. and my grandma has pnuemonia. . either way it fucking sucks.. and matt just called. he wants to me to come out and chill.. To tell u the truth.. I;d give anything to go spend the night with him and lewie and whoever else is there. but i dont have a ride and it sucks so yah. urgh.

Rush rush rush of happyness.. Its insane. in 2 days me and alex will have been together for a month. And it doesnt even feel like a month. . Alls i know.. is he makes me very very happy. and that im def glad i said yes. Things that he says u wouldnt expect a guy to say. Like he's actually alot like me with certain things. Like oh man i dont even ( Read more... )

Ohh sooo dizzy.. i have no energy whatso ever. im so tired and i have a never ending headache.. alls i wanna do is eat sleep and throw up.. and my body hurts. I think its just everything taking a toll on me.. Urgh i like alex more and more everyday. and that scares me. it really does alot. Idk. im so mixed up and confused and i cant even describe ( Read more... )

My mom got my medicin from the pharmacy today.. So maybe the sickness will go away. lol that'll make me way happy.. omg omg omg and i almost got 9000 plays on my music page.. and this girl said her and her friend got holly dolly shirts made.. i wanted to cry cuz i dont even know them.. shes supposed to take a picture sumtime and send it to me.. ( Read more... )

Super lazy day. i really did not leave my house or talk on the phone or nothing.. I did alot of coughing and throwing up though lol much fun.. not hah. But i watched the marine and john cenas the sexiest man on the planet. as well as jeff and matt hardy but they aint in the movie lol but i liked it alot.. Its freeeezinggg.. oh mai gah...I think i ( Read more... )

Meow!! Oye vey. im still super sick lol idk y i cant get better.. urgh oh well i will eventually. Anyways my paps still sick but came home from the hospital. thank goodness. even tho they couldnt find out what was wrong with him. Hmm anyways. I just spent the weekend with Alex and maniak., Much fun. . friday me and jess went up to get them. and ( Read more... )

So whats been going on.. Hmm lost job. quit school.. Looking for another job. still sick.. Still havent gotten the money from the insurance company for my car even tho they made me give the rental back. sweet deal.. Been chillin with jess and ppl like everyday. Supposed to be seeing alex this weekend. that makes me happy. hopefully everything with ( Read more... )

**cough cough cough** Sickness.. I just got home. I spent like 4 days in apollo with maniak and alex. and i met a bunch of cool ass people.. I have a boyfriend.. Hopefully that works.. I so dont wanna be back home right now lol it feels weird. thats horrible to say. But its all good. Gah confusion and happiness and sickness and jumbled jumbledness ( Read more... )

Okay .. wow .. so much like always.. so much with a half ass update. lol went out with josh for his bday last week. me him and stan.. much fun.. this week. maniak and ryder came down stayed here for 2 days.. .. Hmm okay.. practice.. chilling.. sex..smoking..sex..police... fuckers getting punked out almost his ass beat.. had the whole crew roll up ( Read more... )