truth be told id settle for a life less frightening.

well, i love my fucking journal.
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"I take it all back"

I feel very distant and apathetic. so much so in fact that i feel like this outdated, dusty medium of livejournal is the only means of communication i have left ( Read more... )

New journal icon thanks to Rachael.

<3

Just three lines, Jesse.

"Cause you know how I feel about you,
You know I can't live without you,
I just wanna stay and make it real."

A song can say a lot, especially if it's an awesome song like that one. Jesse I'm going to stand by you; you don't have to worry about me leaving you again. I learned from that mistake. Don't ever feel like you can't ( Read more... )

Today I asked Jesse to be my boyfriend, once again making me the happiest girl ever. He wants you all to know that he's extremely happy, which is really awesome. I'm going to try my hardest not to mess things up this time and be an awesome girlfriend.

I love you Jesse Alex Griffis.

<3 Allie

well, allison broke up with me, nothing new there, but that doesnt make it hurt any less. i just came home from my grandmas last night (i was up there for 2 weeks) my time spent there was pretty much a blur, partially because i made a point not to be home as much as possible (if i had to sit there for an hour straight id probably cry myself to ( Read more... )

I feel wonderful knowing that my only post in months is just to bitch, but here goes ( Read more... )

Well, I'm back. I got back May 28th. It's been two weeks and ive managed to do jack shit with my time. I did manage to get a job, but it was telemarketing, and after 2 days i was like "fuck this". So now im looking for another job. All in all, comming home was extremely anticlimactic for me, don't get me wrong, i love it. Especially since i get to ( Read more... )