i miss my girlfriend...... i miss her so fucking much its just driveing me a little crazy sometimes....... lately ive been really depressed and i know its because im going to be going through a phase of my life but im just plain sad cause i miss my baby.... i love u melanie

Mike

im crashing so fucking hard right now i could put my fuckin head though a brick wall..... i feel like im going to get very sick even though i know that i not going to.....my head is fucked right now i feel like im back on day five from three weeks ago..... god damnit i knew i should of waited

lately ive been expirementing with new drugs..... if any one cares to know which ones im not going to tell cause it could get people in trouble so im no going to tell...... but what i can say is that i enjoy it too much.... so all the thoughts on my mind tonite are just getting to me ( Read more... )

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sorry i havent updated in a long time ive just been out on my own my parents kicked me out so im living on my own.... hey melanie put me on ur new buddylist please..... i love u

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some people in my life dont understaqnd anything about me.... alot of people see that im a shallow/surfaced person that has really no depth but they really dont understand my thoughts...... one person in my life ever understod my thoughts and now she is gone....... she understood that things with me arent always what i say but what i mean and what ( Read more... )

Artist: Linkin Park
Album: Meteora
Title: Numb

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertone ( Read more... )

Hey baby I'm sorry ( Read more... )

ok so like today i have started to try and figure out my life and y the fuck is everything the way it is... i have also tried to figure out why i like the people i like of if it is just me lusting over the person.... i just all confused and just being like fuck that shit and all..... any way im feeling like i am going to lose another friend soon ( Read more... )