So last night was a doozy. My mood was all over the place, and poor Justin got the brute force of it all. He doesn't do well when I get upset and start arguements over something stupid. He doesn't like to argue. Who does? Here's how it kind of went down ( Read more... )

So yesterday was rather uneventful. I had my usual eggs for breakfast, added bacon to the mix. cleaned a bit and then prepared some food for today/tomorrow. I made my steaks and veggies for me, some vinigar soaked cucumbers, and some plain cucumbers. Spent the last (nearly) 24 hrs with my baby. He really wanted taco bell last night, so we went ( Read more... )

So while i was at the mall i had a cheeseburger, no bun, and some broccoli and carrots (really going to get tired of those soon). I felt great afterwards. felt awake, alert, fabulous. I was still hungry, and wanted to treat myself so i got a small ice cream. bad idea. i was tired, and lethargic, and just generally in a very sour mood. never ( Read more... )

So it is now 1:32 in the afternoon, and I've not eaten anything but a carrot since i had breakfast this morning. i feel great, a little bit blah, but energy wise, compared to earlier, i feel fine. Eating my lunch. same as yesterday. steak, carrots, and broccoli. I also brought some butter with me, melted it, and mixed in some garlic. not as good as ( Read more... )

I'm dragging a bit this morning. Very tired, and my arms and head feel kind of heavy. I'm going to guess this is carb flu coming on? It's not so bad, it's what i've always felt like when waking up before 10am. I"ve got my coffee and i'm about to bring in some background noise while i do some work. Going to be a rainy day again today.

So the power was out when i got home. my stepdad went to get us food. McDonalds. I ate two cheeseburgers, no bread with some bacon between the two. I'm now sitting here, being good. not eating the french fries sitting right in front of my face. I'm about to go cut up my own potatoes and cook them up in bacon grease so that i can have some fries.

So i'm leaving work in half an hour. I'm content as of right now. I think i'm going to take a nap when i get to my second job, and then when i clock on at 5, i'll get a burger, nix the bun, from Paradise Grill (angus beef baby!) Would it be terrible of me to get fries? I'm kind of tired of salad already.

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So, I was still tired when I got done eating my breakfast, and to keep myself from falling asleep and snacking all day on the little food that i have, I decided to clean. I got on my hands and knees and scrubbed the really bad spots on the floor, and then mopped. It took me about an hour to do it all. I'm going to clean the glass next. Now, i feel ( Read more... )

So, it's the start of Day 2. I got up early enough to make breakfast, but not early enough to eat it at the house, so i packed it up and brought it to work with me. I made my three scrambled eggs and cheese cooked in butter again. DELISH! I've got my coffee with the stevia sweetener in it, and all seems good. Until i get to the gate house. I'm ( Read more... )