woo hoo! ugh ( Read more... )

for some reason i always feel like starting with "oh, life." or something to that effect. every time i sit down to get my thoughts out that's my first reaction. the past week or so has been quite strange ( Read more... )

it's really hard when you really like someone, but life just gets in the way. is it that it's just not meant to be, or maybe just not right now? or is there something/someone else that i'm meant to open my eyes to instead ( Read more... )

i haven't been on here in forever...and it seems like the only things i cared about were drinking and guys and self-confidence (or lack thereof). and i usually only posted when i was angry. hmm ( Read more... )

eric and i aren't speaking. its weird. he went from saying how he's liked me since i started dating andrew and was ready to dump his girlfriend for me to the complete opposite saying i was a whore and deserved sebastian. what an asshole.
i have too much faith in people. friends tell me to stay away from people and i always decide no, i'll give them ( Read more... )

anything anymore. he supposedly came here to visit me, but won't spend any time alone with me ( Read more... )

i don't know why i'm dancing anymore
i don't know if i still want to pursue pt
i don't know why i'm letting dance interfere with church
i don't know why i feel so alone
i don't know why it seems like nothing really matters anymore
i don't know what the future holds and i'm FUCKING SCARED.

for being my birthday, things haven't been great so far ( Read more... )

that i forgot to mention i have a boyfriend! he's hott, even though he's 3 inches shorter than me ( Read more... )

i'm auditioning for reno dance company. woo!

i'm nervous. eek!

[EDIT]: I'm the newest company member of RDC!!