I promised myself I wouldn't write in this again. Or maybe I just gave up on myself. All the creativity sort of fled out of me. Neglected it. I am so unsettled I can't even find music to put me in the mood to write. It feels so forced. But I thought if I tried, and forced it out, eventually something might come out. The show went up last night. I ( Read more... )

this box seems foreign to me now. i havent visited in a while..maybe because im actually content with myself. i havent felt compelled to bitch about anything, or unable to express myself. i suppose thats what happens when you find somebody. to share your everything with. tonight was really amazing. i took allie, allison, and julia to the lion's den ( Read more... )

dont know why im awake. said goodbye to innocent romance. said good morning to useless intrigue. guess im where i should be. back where i started except i lost my way somewhere on my way home after realizing im not really home afterall. i cant keep my eyes open yet my mind never stops running. why do i do this to myself. whats the point. what. is. ( Read more... )

i love the beach.

Been up since 7. only two hours have past and everyone else is still asleep. sucks being jetlag ( Read more... )

So today when I was walking through Bronxville on my way to deliver a very important envelope... I waited. Waited for some epiphany to come over me so I could shout out and say "Yes, Yes that's it, that's my play!" But it didn't. No epiphany. That only happens in movies. After I completed my mission I splurged on some fun socks, cheap pants, and ( Read more... )

SNOW!!!

Did I mention that i got to spend thanksgiving with one of the most amazing, funniest guys ever? He totally rocks my world. Not only is he an awesome sex and the city partner who cuddles for free, he also knows how to hold babies. And he is gonna be famous one day, I swear. He's the next Letterman. This is a tribute to Noah Garfinkel. I love you

i so should be doing my work right now. or sleeping. have an interview at 845 in the am. accomplished nothing today. but i did see a great movie. 21 grams. go see it. sean penn is amazing. i want his babies ( Read more... )

at dannys place now hanging out with vivs and david ( Read more... )