camp is already almost in it's final days. next week is the last session and i can't really believe it, it's gone by so much faster than it ever has before. i went out last night for caley's b day, but couldn't bring myself to pay and or wait in the line up at the beagle. i therefore have decided that i will never again even attempt to go to that ( Read more... )

after over a year of battling lung cancer my grandpa died on june.12th at 4:15pm. i love you so much and wish that i had of taken the opportunity of learning everything i could about you. thank you for being the best grandfather i could ever ask for. you were taken from us too soon and will be forever missed. rest in peace.

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I DON'T NEED SURGERYhow stoked am i? really effing stoked. on monday i went to vancouver and got an mri which showed that none of my ligaments were torn and that my rotator cusp was still intact. louis and amber then helped set us up with a doctor in the city named dr.reagan who is the doctor for the canucks. he's really awesome and knows his stuff ( Read more... )

so it's been two weeks since i hurt my shoulder and everything is kind of a big mess. every doctor i've seen has given me a different opinion and i don't know what to do. the doctors in san diego are telling me to get an mri as soon as possible, but the doctor here, who is supposed to be cutting me open in a weeks time,is saying i don't need one ( Read more... )

i am nineteen years old today and for the first time, it doesn't sound awkward or uncomfortable. i feel my age, yet i'm afraid of aging. i never want to be twenty, there's not enough teen in that word for me; there's not enough time in that word for me. i am becoming, for the most part, everything i've ever wanted to become. a woman (well, almost) ( Read more... )

i miss my cat. spike i love you, please don't run away. i'm coming home soon baby.


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currently at a b by photoshoot in old quebec city. i've decided i love this place and am now scorning myself for never finishing french in highschool. if only i could sing like carla bruni, then i'd be content. just got my hair and make up done and it's -20 out. oh yeah...we're wearing skirts. sweet. dunno what else is going on in my life... ( Read more... )

flying out tomorrow, teen vogue tonight. holy fuck i'm stoked. i'm wearing effing manolo blahniks. bitch please!

i've moved out of 3265 arbutus drive and out of my childhood home. i'm sitting on a lawn chair in my new backyard stealing internet. the new house is small and unwelcoming. i miss the comfort of home and the lovely people i became aquainted with this past month. i miss them ( Read more... )

four days ago i won ten thousand dollars and a lot of respect. wow, that feels really good.

second place at the us open...maybe this could actually happen.