hmm i get my new place friday, im having hte hardest time finding the shit to fix my paintball gun, work is crazy, made some new awesome friends, haning with some super old friends (dude i knew in HS), been playing pool, my hair is getting super long now :O) hate sleeping alone, girls.. dunno what those are. ive been super sick for like a month ( Read more... )

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so i got my x mas shopping done, i spent like 700 bones this year. i got one present early, kels got me a bam hoodie, bam rocks, so does the hoodie thanx kels. i havent seen kelsey in the longest tim e, it was good to see an old friend, too bad we couldnt have spent more than about 30 minutes together.i crubed a fuckign wheel today in the 8 ft of ( Read more... )

so the tranny in the jetta blown up, my car got broken into at work and they stole my paintball gun.

isnt funny how the people you were the closest to seem to grow distant from you all the sudden, at one time everything was perfect in my life, now im starting all over again, but i guess its good, but i dont know,

sup people, well i sold my rx7 for 5500 and now im just kinda banking my money gonna save and get a m3, and a my own place. i kinda got a job interview at m benz morrow i hope i can get more money ahahhaha, so yeah im out

i keep having this feeling of being alone and scared.

ok so i woke up last night cry, becuase i was afraid to die. i felt so alone and walked aroudn and cried.

if you know me you might no why i have this up, or why, ya know ( Read more... )

ok lets see, have lost all of my friends dunno what i have done, all the peopel i care about most in the world dont care about me anymore, my depression is getting wrose and i just go through each day numb,