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long time no see. well i jsut got back form nyc. it was pretty cool, went there to visit someone who means the world to me. she once was my friend, then she wsa my lover, i have no idea what we are now. we havent seen each other in a very long time. it was soo good to she her again, it ws like seeign her for the first time again. i didnt know what ( Read more... )

i saw a ghost from my past today. it was a good and a bad thing. it was something i was soo close to and it was soo dear to me, and it hurt to see it away.

hmm hey world,well lets ee whats new with me. i got a new car got a 99 audi a4 1.8t quattro 5 spd. :O), im still gettign shafted at worlon on pay, and yes i can get over my one fear. i will post more later im tired and need sleep now, thanx yall.

you think one could get over their fears. i cant. i have one haunting me. i know the sure. just cant find it. i have looked for it. but im told you cant look for it. you find it when you least exspect it. which is how i found it the first time ( Read more... )

out of nowhere erica nimms called me, this makes me happy.

i dunno know anymore, ive got this void that i cant fill and its eatting away at me, i miss alot of things. i miss how i used to feel, everything these days is just, i dont know, i feel empty. i keep thing about an old friend, i was soo close to this person and now we never talk. it hurts me alot, it was the one person i thought i could call if i ( Read more... )

and each day holds the same fear

i got court today for my accident feb 6 of 2003 ( Read more... )

she's the arrow!