Isn't it ironic how you can love something so much, yet at the same time you can hate it just as much. Not ironically, I'm in that very situation. I swear I hate myself so much, I hate how I cant control emotions sometimes--all the time. I'm sure--I'm positive--that I'm not the only person in the world who is like this; I bet just about everyone ( Read more... )

i read the funniest things tonight ( Read more... )

i made a serious discovery today ( Read more... )

i think my cat is secretly in love with me. that must be why he always follows me around. he always wants something, but he's too lazy to tell me what. he must be attracted to my laziness. too bad i'm not a cat, then he might have a chance. i wonder if cats have a sexual preference (m/f)...thats a very interesting question. if i were really ( Read more... )

well, i was thinking a bit about all my friends today and i wrote a little song...this one goes out especially to the three coolest girls in school and i hope they all see this:

Friends

Don't ever let life get you down ( Read more... )

welllllllllllllllll, i guess that i'll update ( Read more... )

someone make out with me. thanks.

i'm sooo glad i'm almost 18 and graduated. holy crap i cant wait!! i gotta start saving my cash and searching for someone to move to san diego with me. anyone wanna move in with me near the end of the summer? i just want to get out of tracy. i've been here for far too long and it's driving me insane. san diego would be great for sure ( Read more... )

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boy am i glad that i dont do drugs/drink or anything of that sort.

as fun as it may seem i'm extremely glad i know how to supress the urge to ruin my life.

well, today while i was sitting in my comfy chair doing my little relaxation routine (which by the way helps a lot...i just put on some soothing music and sit and relax all the muscles in my body and it feels awesome.) anyways, here is this cool idea for a story that i have ( Read more... )