"...there's been a run of crazy dreams..." there really has, I also had a weird dream. It seems like a trend going on here. ( can someone ananlyze this? )
Well, lets see here. Dreaming of being in school with no idea of what's going on is common. I have those all the time. I think they mean that you are stuck at a point in your life that is difficult. Like you know what you want, but getting there is a trial for you. It's easy to get lost in life especially when there are so many factors in your way, like your work, school, child, parents, ex, ect. These things can make you feel suck and helpless, much like most of us felt in high/grade school.
You may have seen yourself high with cops around because you are afraid of being caught doing something you are not supposed to do. I have heard you say that you worry about your folks catching you doing somethings they concider wrong. Has that been on your mind lately?
The man in the car might be your minds wish for a pleasant suprise from a man. Perhaps your mind is wishing for a boyfriend for you. Perhaps you are hoping for romance.
I think you're right about the HS thing... in a way, I feel like I'm back in HS again. I used to think that I'd fare better in HS with the attitude that I hvae now but now that I think about it, life IS like HS only everyone's older and that really sucks. yeah, I've always known what I've wanted (to an extent) but for some reson, getting there's really hard
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And yuou're right: I have felt stuck and persecuted. Not as badly as you have (I feel bad complaining about my life b/c so many ppl have it so much worse and they manage and I fall apart at NOTHING and I have no right to b/c I have a kid and I'm supposed tobe an ADULT).
The first part of your dream is the classic dream that many students have, sometimes for years after they finish school. Usually you are in a class, sometimes a final exam, and your can't remember ever being in class, reading any of the materials, or have any idea what the class is about. That dream is a good thing, it means you take your studies seriously and are concerned about how you do in your classes, but you do goof off once in a while. The second part seems to be much more of an individual thing with you personally, mixing together some of your personal habits and concerns, together with your need to have someone love you. Just a guess, I can't figure out my own dreams most of the time, but you asked!
Thank you for analyzing this for me!skoolgrl1979October 21 2003, 16:09:07 UTC
That's why being on my own was so good even tho my friends kept screwing me over. I could be ME without all the extra pressure... friends at least let me be me for the most part. Yeah, I've had a guilty conscience for years and I haven't been able to shake it. I felt better about myself when I was away from them (they're wonderful ppl I just suck at being a good kid) and because of who they were and how everyone in town knew them I was expdcted to be a certain way: my little sister's the perfectionist, I just gave up a long time ago. I struggle with feeling guilty for not playing their game; and at the same time I feel repressed and like I'm lying to myself and I feel so jealous of people who CAN do that b/c I can't seem to get away with it.
Um... both? I'm a person who NEEDS schedules and I work best under pressure but it has to be MY pressure, not the pressurs of others or I fall apart.
I've got a LOT of stuff hidden, I know everyone else does too. I guess it's just that... I'm such an open person, friendly,
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You may have seen yourself high with cops around because you are afraid of being caught doing something you are not supposed to do. I have heard you say that you worry about your folks catching you doing somethings they concider wrong. Has that been on your mind lately?
The man in the car might be your minds wish for a pleasant suprise from a man. Perhaps your mind is wishing for a boyfriend for you. Perhaps you are hoping for romance.
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No, seriously, Kim is right. It's a representation of feeling stuck and persecuted.
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That's why being on my own was so good even tho my friends kept screwing me over. I could be ME without all the extra pressure... friends at least let me be me for the most part. Yeah, I've had a guilty conscience for years and I haven't been able to shake it. I felt better about myself when I was away from them (they're wonderful ppl I just suck at being a good kid) and because of who they were and how everyone in town knew them I was expdcted to be a certain way: my little sister's the perfectionist, I just gave up a long time ago. I struggle with feeling guilty for not playing their game; and at the same time I feel repressed and like I'm lying to myself and I feel so jealous of people who CAN do that b/c I can't seem to get away with it.
Um... both? I'm a person who NEEDS schedules and I work best under pressure but it has to be MY pressure, not the pressurs of others or I fall apart.
I've got a LOT of stuff hidden, I know everyone else does too. I guess it's just that... I'm such an open person, friendly, ( ... )
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