Let's talk. I finally got a summer job. I'm a food prep/cook at Normandy Farm in Blue Bell. Its like a lil more north by plymouth meeting. I'm excited for the job. I don't have to wear a bad uniform, I've got a chefs jacket and some baller at stretchy pants haha. I'm cooking too so its not like I have to worry about pleasing the customer really. I ( Read more... )

Its been 2 years since megan passed away. Its a shame what had happend to her. I remember the last weeks of senior year. Our group of friends came toghether because we were in the same english class, myself, rufo, megan and kelly. We had that party at her house cuz the house I'm living in now was being renevated but chill to party. Turned out my ( Read more... )

"This is where stories end for most nice guys, because, since they're nice guys, they don't wanna interfere with them. They don't wanna put any emotional burden on their friend. They don't wanna cause any drama. They just watch her leave. And so, I watched her leave. Just tell myself to believe that, it wasn't meant to be. Why? Because I'm nice ( Read more... )

I'm in the midst of making a lil movie. Nothing amazing, I feel compelled to do it though, with the way things are going, I'm inspired to do this. Things change with someone learns they can't rely on you. Thats what I got from my friends movie. Is it for the better though? I mean, I do care, but why would I care about that when really, I just wanna ( Read more... )

Disney was fun for the most part. Now I'm back in the north now, things have calmed down, not much fun anymore. I find myself editing non-stop out of boredom. Not much around, not many friends to be with. There are a few but theyre out doing what not with whomever. I saw this video that my friends made out in LA. Theyre graduates of UCSD, UCal San ( Read more... )

This week has been prettttty boring. I hung out with brian and meagan and that was cool. I drove to Delaware because of boredom and its been alright. Eric is obsessed with getting achievements in games instead of just playing the game and beating it. He has to do the stupid quirky objectives like in Contra, he has to beat the game with this one ( Read more... )

I've been excluded from a lot of things in life, like senior week. I go over this all the time and well, they planned the shit in front of me but never included me. I really felt like part of the group. Nowadays, my roommates are over 21 and not that its their fault but I'm home in the apartment alone. I could go out, but at the same time, I don't ( Read more... )

I'm not ready to move out. Well I am, but I dont wanna go home. I wanna be with my roommates in this exact location. Theres nothing back home waiting for me, or I should wait there for. My mood is changing constantly. Happy bout doing well on my Accounting test and now I'm absolutely sad. Not like bawling my eyes out but like, I'm lethargic and I ( Read more... )

Does it ever really stop with Eric? I swear, people make him out to be a god or something. Sure hes an incredible rugby player. Smart and good looking kid. This is only brought up cuz I was talking to a friend ad she was going on and on about how she wants to fuck him and all this and that. WOW, that convo didnt make me feel like shit. Recently, I ( Read more... )

and im a huge poser ( Read more... )