Beating Hearts Baby(Baby is this love for real ( Read more... )

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Just woke up. Nothing has changed still in a shitty mood. Still feel sick to my stomach and lonely as ever. I am going to be lonely for the rest of my sad existence. All by myself. Someone, please, pull the trigger already. Thanks.

My life surely is on one big decline into the unknowing and lonely abyss. I wake up every morning in pain and suffering. Knowing what once was will never be back in my life. I fucked up. Such a big mistake in my life. I'm an idiot. Blind to see the true bliss and happiness that you brought me in my life. I start to cry as I make this post. Let me ( Read more... )

When you were here before ( Read more... )

Fuck hiccups. Last night as I tried going to bed. I got the damn hiccups. They just would not stop. Everytime I would go to close my eyes to fall asleep. Hiccup. FUCK HICCUPS!

I think. I totally have given up on everything. It sure is sad.

I don't feel like myself at all anymore. It's hard to put it into words. It feels like all my feelings, emotions, and care have been sucked out of me.

fuccccccck

Installing a wireless network sure does suck ass. But, it's working now. Today has been so boring and stressful due to being alone and configuring the new router. I am getting myself a new monitor. I can't take looking at this old one anymore. Everything is so blurry. I don't want to go blind. So, after this post. I'm going to go look for one ( Read more... )