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I just got the new Castlevania game. =)

Another lovely day in the life of cJ. I wake up from a nightmare of getting attacked by rabid zombies feeding on my arms. Haha. It sucks. I have nothing to do, lately. I'm probably, going to just end up paying bills today. That's always fun. I need to upgrade my computer. So, I can start playing PC games. At least, I will be getting Castlevania: ( Read more... )

I feel like complete crap.

I love being all by myself. It's so fun. Seriously, when you lay down in your bed and no one else is there. It's really awesome. No one to hug or kiss.

The most loneliest day of my life.
And if you go, I wanna go with you.
And if you die, I wanna die with you.
Take your hand and walk away.

You know when you try not to be depressed. It works for a few days. Then you just end up falling back into that lump of shit, again. That pretty much sums up my life right now. No focus, no drive anymore. I'm off to bed.

Is it so hard to believe our hearts are made to be broken ( Read more... )

I feel so alone. I feel so down. It feels like I have swallowed broken glass and it is slowly cutting up my insides.