My brother was with me lastnight, walking around my job with my brother just shooting the shit. So out of the blue some dude creeps up from behind and busts him in the face with a bottle talking that 'up that money' nonsense right? Like I'm soft or some shit. So I toss his bitch ass, get jumped by his 2 boys. My brother ups a knife, everybody backs ( Read more... )

Well.. Its been a long ass time since I wrote in this motherfucker and I wish I could say shit has changed.. But unfortunately, I'm still the same fuck up. If not worse. What's crazy is I really do try to be a better person, I promise I do. I'll put myself through (for lack of a better word) torture to try and change the shit about me that I see as ( Read more... )

"I wear a mask like its a masquerade, cause I got beef with.. Niggas like me that'll blast away."-Styles P ( Read more... )

Rofl. So now I'm a dick for not giving a fuck about yet another girl online with a rape story. Everyone has one. Welcome to the club babe. Anyway, I was just about rich for a second. Then, right back to the starting line again. Which was gay as fuck. I pulled a no call no show hoping that I would get fired but no such luck. My boss wasnt there that ( Read more... )

So I fucked up. Again. What else is new? But I did my thing. Took some time out to feel shitty about it, now its on with the future. I'll be honest though. I probably could have avoided it, I tried to. Just not hard enough apparently. Anyway, I went up to register for school yesterday, placement test is in about 6 hours, so I should get offline or ( Read more... )

Well, for those of you who know whats up, I was back in business for a while, and shit was starting to boom but I'm off that shit again. Fuck it. After probably this weekend I'm going to stop smoking weed for good. I need to clear my system so I can try and find another job, another winter/christmas season at fedex isn't exactly.. Appealing. Anyway ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what's up, but I'm not going to worry about it. 'Whatever happens, happens'. Can't remember the last time I said that shit. That and 'Don't ask questions. Questions just complicate things' used to be my shit back when I thought I was a pimp. Anyway, let's see. A while ago I cut my hair, and now I feel like a dumbass. I mean, it seems ( Read more... )

Ugh. Again. But what goes around comes around, I guess I always knew I did too much dirt for me to be able to just all of a sudden change and be like 'hey, let's try something different'. So, while I'm supposed to be helping out with the yard I'm just stuck standing there for like 10 minutes thinking about how twisted up some young ass girl got me ( Read more... )

So, its time to start getting focused. Actually, I've been trying to fix my issues seriously since last week. I figured when I got here it'd be pretty easy, but that wasn't the case. My first week here I basically fucked myself as far as my previous progress was coming, but I refuse to let that happen again. I've been struggling all week because of ( Read more... )

Ok Rose, it agitates me when a pointless fight can't seem to find an end, and even more so when I see its not really important and try to walk away from it but you assume that I'm walking away from you which isn't the case, ever. But I understand that I put alot of stress on things, and if I were more considerate most of the nonsense wouldn't be an ( Read more... )