I closed the frame shop by myself this evening, and will probably close it again tomorrow. It would have been a 10 hr shift, but luckily I went in at 1 and will do so again tomorrow so I didn't die. They also had their annual black Friday sandwiches so I was thankful/caffeinated ( Read more... )

So today I woke up at 9am, with the puppy and my love ( Read more... )

So the last time I wrote about my grandmother ( Read more... )

I think you would have been celebrating your 79th birthday. I know that it was your death that was my first REAL trauma in life. And I know I watched, like a fuckin loser, the threads of my life unravel because of it because I just didn't do anything. Or at least I did what I was told, or what I thought I "should" do, not what I wanted to do. And ( Read more... )

SO Ive just finished up my conscious communications course (KY Level II) and oooh man it was great. I cried (as usual) and I realize, a lot of "my" shit, is not mine. I am the first born, so there is a lot of my parents' stuff that got passed onto me. I think my inner anger is my father's from his abduction. I think my harsh/bitchyness is my ( Read more... )

If there was one person i loved to talk to it was Katie K (Kramitupyourarseczyk). We would always talk about sex, and we would always just laugh and laugh and laugh ( Read more... )

So this will be my first real grade counting test I've taken in...6 years ( Read more... )

Yesterday I was honored to meet and great the presence of the goddess within me. She was truly gorgeous, she looked like a Greek goddess wavy dark hair long nose and all, but I realized I can't see her; physically with my own eyes and metaphysically on my face I can see her. She can only exist when my thoughts, heart, internal environment, words ( Read more... )

So I was speaking on the phone with my mother, and I was listening to her and feeling the feelings that I normally feel when talking to her: criticized, misunderstood, defensive ( Read more... )

makes my shoulder really hurt.
naybe it is really effecting my nerves?
makes me tired
takes up my time
is so yummy