lately I feel like a memory something someone was but was left behind and I feel as though no one cares if I live or die I choose to live because dying would mean I give up but i'm not happy and it's hard to imagine being happy anymore it's like all of a sudden everything you know is ripped away from me and i'm alone as I always knew I would be my ( Read more... )

Ok this may sound dumb but i'm looking for a girl that won't abandon me. I'm looking for a girl that whould die for me as I whould die for her. I'm waiting for someone who is not afaid of me. I'm looking for a girl who whould wait for an eternity for my return if I had to go somewhere. If I could find anyone close to that I whould give up drugs ( Read more... )

I have no fate. I'm going nowhere in life. I will probably work at a dead end job with no girlfriend and no one by my side. I will probably die alone and no one will be at my funeral. Knowing me I will probably end up commiting suicide and know one will know the'll adventually find my body when the bills haven't been paid in a while. I hate ( Read more... )

whis is it I feel so sad at night ( Read more... )

Why is it that I feel more alive when I'm sleeping than when i'm awake ( Read more... )

Yea those Japanese cartoons you see advertised on T.V there really entertaining. gee I must be really bored to be typing a entry about japanese cartoons but I guess that's just how life is one minute everything is exciting the next it's really boring LoL. but anyways back to the point of this entry "ANIME" as I said it's really entertaining and I ( Read more... )

ok it's been awhile because my computer has been down and whouldn't let me update my journal but now it's back to normal because now i'm using xp. Xp is ok I guess it's alot easy to use than 98 SE but I really want to use linux.(I have it I just can't install it.) so anyways what's new in my life you may ask not much. Lauren just broke up with me ( Read more... )

ok I've been tring to download this program for 3-4 days now and it's starting to get on my nerves first off I have server problems then I have problems with the download and have to start it over and over it's a pretty big download 196.54MB to be exact and it's going to take a while because I have dial up......that's about all i'm doing at the

I haven't had time to update lately but i'm tring to make time I've had so much to do lately it's not even funny, but today I made time. Anyways my life is going pretty good. When the next school year starts I'm going to job core a.k.a the horrible jail for kids. Ok that's all for now.

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Intellect ||||||||||||||| 46% Emotional Stability |||||||||||| 34% Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||| 58% Liveliness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Dutifulness |||||||||||| 38% Social Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74% Artistic Interests ||||||||||||||||||||| ( Read more... )