People can really make a person feel really low about themselves even if its just sarcasm. I dont give a damn about sarcasm anymore, Im just gonna be "sarcastic" to people and see how they like it. -lol- But the prob. Im dealing with doesnt have to do with sarcasm. Its just maybe they didnt feel what they were saying hurt but it kind of did. I ( Read more... )

Today was good, I actually thought it was gonna be bad. Umm...Lets see here, I know "sarcasm" is going around alot. -lol- But somehow Im not taking stuff seriously anymore (weird even for me). The reason why I asked is because well someone in my class asked me did I know this new girl's name and I said no. So this other girl said you dont know her ( Read more... )

Well, Halloween wasnt all that bad, I just passed out candy to the little kids. Then I seem my counsin who I havent seen in awhile. But guess what?? my counsin is prego. -lol- I really happy for her though. I think some people might be a little upset though. I dont care more counsin for me since I wont have any nieces or nephews. I got some new ( Read more... )

Today is HALLOWEEN...That means scary movies and CANDY. Im so ready to go to school so everyone can see my so-called costume. -lol- I have my black pants, black lipstick, and a striped shit with black gloves. IT ROCKS!!! I cant wait to see my counsin who I havent seen in so long. *Tear* I wish I had a camera to take their picks...Their growing up ( Read more... )

I swear I HATE my fucking computer with a passion. It only works for a little bit and then it kicks me that fuck off. BASTARD!!! Well today was good. I got up and went with my mom and g-ma yard saleing and then me and my mom dropped my g-ma off at the house. Then me and my mom went to k-mart, I got me 2 bottles of perfume and a scary movie (I ( Read more... )

well since my fucking myspace isnt working, I'll just sit here and write in this boring ass thing. Today was quit fun, I proposed to Bradley and Dan today (just playing though). Then after school, me, Melissa, Bradley and Malarie went to Bradley's house to watch Land of the Dead, it was good but I didnt really watch it cause me and Malarie were ( Read more... )

I dont get this whole thing...I feel like somehow I just dont feel attractive. Call me f'n crazy but I dont. People say Im beautiful but some how I just dont feel it. You know? I need to lose like 30 f'n pounds but I cant, its so flippin hard. Maybe my friend was right, I need the lord up above cause hes the only one who knows and understands me. ( Read more... )

This is just random. Well, we finally got our livingroom done. It looks good. Umm...I've been acting a little weird. -lol- I think its cause of the fumes that the paint gives off. I think people are getting upset with me cause I act stupid/weird. WOW!!! I think I like this one guy. His name is Scott but I call him scottie to hottie. Tehehe. I ONLY ( Read more... )

Can you feel it crush you, does make the worst in you out ( Read more... )

I swear sometimes I feel like just going somewhere and just staying there for a while (like another state). I cant even describe how I feel. No wonder why I have low self-esteem because my family and friends sometimes bring me down. I cant explain it. Maybe its me that is the problem because I let myself get this way. Sometimes I feel like I should ( Read more... )