I try so hard but nothing ever makes me happy like i used to be. It hurts so bad but i try my hardest to be myself and let all my happiness out. I cant live like this anymore. My friends hate it and no one is gonna like me if im like this but i dont know what to do. Ive said a billion times i wouldnt be sad anymore and that i wouldnt think about ( Read more... )

so anyways this weekend was great. lots of fun. anyways today i was really tired and we had a 2 hr delay and i hadnt finished reading MacBeth for english so i stayed home :). My throat also hurt but its feelin a lil better now. anyways i better go finish reading that and stuff ill ttyl.

Yea today i stayed home cause my back hurts a ton i think its a combination of the mosh pit on tuesday and i think i have a small fever. Anyways concert was tons of fun. I cant wait till the next one. Matchbook Romance was amazing which i figured considering this is their hometown. And a lil note to all those dumbass pop punk and emo kids learn how ( Read more... )

so yeah its sunday how boring lol. Anyways i went and got my ticket today. and im really sry that i couldnt go to the show today i apparently wasnt allowed cause it was a school night and cause im goin tuesday. The show is gonna be amazing like all my friends are gonna be thurr and ill get to talk to my friend brian that just got back from england ( Read more... )

so yeah im happy again well trying as hard as humanly possible which isnt that hard im just fat. So yeah i got a lot of stuff off my chest today and finally managed to convince my parents to let me go on tuesday. So all you people better go. oh and just disregard all that emo stuff below this. i know im trying to not be that anymore and i hope ( Read more... )

I typed up this whole thing but somehow it erased itself so ill sum up what i wrote.

I Don't Believe In Anything

hey today sucked i woke up and felt like i had strep throat but i didnt push my mom to let me stat home cause i wanted to go to school and wish jess a happy birthday by the way "Happy Birthday!" well tonight should be cool im goin to the mall and prob leaving and goin to bowdin park i hear theres gonna be a fire ball. And everyone should come to ( Read more... )

"There's NO Government Like NO Government"

Anarchy is the only thing that makes sense to me

im tired and stuff but last night was great Ska Lives you crazy punks. anyways i love all you people that were there cept those of you with herpes you scare me. anyways it was a great concert and i cant wait till next weekend its gonna be amazing, Symphony in Peril. Matchbook is coming up too. Great day today lol i was asleep and felt like i got ( Read more... )

The show tonight was great, especially the cult metting we attended before the show. Ryan I hope we develope the piano bomb soon im afraid the owls might escape from the sanctuary. anyways it was a great show. Danielle asked me if i was going to jounior prom and im totally confused now cause i was positive i wasnt gonna go but now im thinking about ( Read more... )