hi whats up? its been a few days since i wrote anything im kinda happy now i mean im still lonely and stuff but im dealing with it. yeah im goin to 2 concerts this weekend they should be cool well the Ska is dead tour should be and my friends mike and paul are playing tonight w/insult to tradtion which should be fun."Ska Is Dead" includes: Big D ( Read more... )

today is valentine's day i hope it goes by fast it hurts so bad thinking about the past and last valentine's day which happened to be my 5th month anniversary with the one person i loved with all my heart and gave everything i had to. theres not one thing i wouldnt give to go back to then and be happy again.

I want to buy you two roses and make one ( Read more... )

Today was shitty. Everyone had their valantines stuff and shit at school. But i just sat around knowing had no one to give anything too and no one to give me anything. i hate it cause i know while everyone else is having fun this weekend and going to parties and being with their gf or bf im gonna be sitting at home by myself with nothing to do. its ( Read more... )

its been awhile idk what to write i hate myself and this stupid life ive made for myself. I just dont know what to do anymore it sucks but i guess ill just deal with and except that its never gonna get better. I have some good friends and you guys know who you are and you guys are great theres nothing wrong with you its just that sometimes i need ( Read more... )

I'm really scared

yeah adam cool party i had a lot of fun as did everyone else even though we only watched the vurry begining and the vurry end with ghost ship in the middle it was great specially when we all went for that walk :). I was fucked up lol. And ballz is fat and funny. We had most of the people back that were at the original party so that was really cool ( Read more... )

Dammit im so fuckin pissed and frustrated and mad at people that try to tell you whats right and wrong and try to define fuckin sterotypes and shit and i hate people that make you try to defend who you are. Screw that i dont have to defend who i am or what i do to anyone. All that counts is that im happy with myself and anyone that tries to make me ( Read more... )

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Being sick has given me lots of time to think.Hmm and i realised im prob being the biggest retard and asshole by trying to cling to my ex gf but i still love her and for awhile i thought she loved me still too because of the things she said and did. i used to tell her i missed her and sometimes when i said this she would tell me not to worry but im ( Read more... )