jesus, i think shit get crazier and crazier everyday. shit just gets more unbeliveable and i find no room in my overloaded brain to comprhend any of it.so gots to kill some brain cells to make rooms for new knowledge.
ion the AM i went and had birthday pizza with cory, cause happy bday he got his liscense and then i went out with amber for a while ( Read more... )

i realized today that one of my very old friends is very sad, and the worst thing is... i understand him and can see where he comes from. even though we dont talk much anymore becuase we have many differences. i never knew he was soo beautiful on the inside, well i did but now he can express this. always beautiful now youre just blossoming in time ( Read more... )

First best friend:
     Boots

First car:
     1988 lincoln towncar signaturre series :), the beast

First real kiss:
     real? bah. uhm. i dont remember :(

First date:
     never been on one. ya know, dinner a movie and stuff... :(

First break-up:
     well i dont know. i ythought i had bfs but they werent official. and this one guy we took ‘time ( Read more... )

i can't remember when it was good. moments of happiness elude, maybe i just misunderstood. all of the love we left behind. watching the flash backs intertwine. memories i will never find. so i'll love whatever you become and forget the reckless things we've done. i think our lives have just begun. i think our lives have just begun and i feel my ( Read more... )

man o man. i admit that it was awesome sauce running around yesterday like some looney looking at the clouds and joking how the specter is going to come and get us. i feel bad really bad now. i had no idea what happened in utica or anything. i found out at like 10pm when iwas done walking around and my friend dex lives like rigt down from duffys ( Read more... )

if i could take back everything in a second i would. im sorry and i would never want to lose you. you dont deserve to have this bullshit plague your mind throughout the day. you deserve so much more and i know i dont ( Read more... )

lets start something. im gonna fucking start and spill dude ( Read more... )

my mom kicked me out today.... any ideas where i can stay for a while.... i am desperate and yeah i had something really good going for me and everything was great, and whenever i think ij ust have a lil bit of hope and something to hang on for, she goes and fucks that all up. her exact words...
     "I think it' time you pack up. You can't live ( Read more... )

yeah, i went shopping today. i dont believe in writing journal entries that are just talking about what i did in the day and are non interesting to me... but thats just how i am... no offense to any of you guys cause reading your peoples material amuses my little mind for a few hours... uhm.
my sega doesnt work im pretty upset...
i had a clock fall ( Read more... )