So, I'm less than pleased with Summer so far. Work is declining is being enjoyable. I like very few people there. A few of the waitresses, one of the Bus girls, two dishwashers, and can only stand to work with one cook. I'm going to talk to my boss about it later today. Hope things will change. Living at home is driving me insane. I could barely do ( Read more... )

So had to go to the emergancy room today. I hit my head pretty hard at work. I'm pissed I feel like I'm letting down my boss. My head hurts and it's hard to think. Concussions suck.

A huge weight has been lifted.

So home kinda sucks a bit. After over three years of living away from home it's kinda wierd being back. I can't smoke in the house which is a let down. Work is doing fine. I miss my friends.

So I've moved home.
I'm sad
The Era is over

So I am probably going to move home for a few months to get some money saved and get out of debt a bit, but after that I do believe that I am leaving the country. I decided that tonight but the more I think of if the more it makes sense. It kills a few birds with one stone. First off, pay even after exchange rate is decent up there on the island ( Read more... )

So I talked ot my parents about moving home...they said they will talk about it when I leave. I'm kinda petrified.

So I'm drunk again. I'm sure I've made an ass of myself. I make no exscuses for myself. It's something I feel I need to do. One day soon I hope I don't need to, but right now I do. I know I'm alienating my friends and I wish I was'nt, I try to keep quiet when I drink now, I stop beofore I hurt myself or cause rtoo much of a commontion, I just hope ( Read more... )

It took me an hour but I think I have finally fixed my problem. I have deleted all messages and comments from the offending party. Now I think that my mental health can return to the state it started in. Not to say that it's a better place, just one I'm more comfortable with. So this weekend I tell my parents I need to move back home for like a ( Read more... )

So today I started to get my car all sorted out, I cleaned my room a bit to prepare for packing, and I read through some old messages I was sent. All in all a decent day except the last part. Reading the messages that were sent during a better part of my life only made me miss it more. I'm personally not to optimistic about the future. I know my ( Read more... )