Oh man was that party a blast....from what I can remember at least.

So I now know how naive I was when I thought moving in with a commune of my friends would be a easy and tension free thing. This has proven to be far from true. First there was the Bad Andy, Jazzle and Cole tension, that has colored this house for some time. More recently The Blue Andy, Nicole, and Cole this which promises to make the last three ( Read more... )

How I wish oh I wish I didn't squish that fish.............so I've come to I've come to hate Mike even more. He has Im'd with amy's SN which angers me. Talking to her isn't that great for my stability and adding to it now that I never know if it's her or that cock bag does me no good. So I am probably don talking to her now, for good. I tried to be ( Read more... )

So I can't wait for Saturday big party it'll be fun and I'm going to gets my drink on. Things look up a little, money still tight, but I brought a satchel of meat to he party.

So this weekend was pretty sucktastic for me. I missed the beach fire and a few other things trying to complete a quest that I couldn't get done. I dunno I shouldn't complain but I had an idea for what I wanted to do this weekend it because of my inability to get pot I was in a sound state of mind all except friday. My little sister has stopped ( Read more... )

Oh man. Being back at work is awesome. It's totally what I needed to not be depressed and moody. I feel like a new person. It's not just the being back at work it's being somewhere that I'm competely accepted too. The people at the grille accept me or atleast have come to terms with how wierd I am. Even after three years of not working there I walk ( Read more... )

So I've decided that I'm retarded. For many reasons. But I had a really bad bad yesterday so I drank till I couldn't think. Oh man what a mixed blessing. I had two conversations with two diffrent people that are\were very important to me. First conversation was a wonderful thing. She never fails me cheer me up even if she thinks she's crummy (her ( Read more... )

So what a wierd weekend and monday. My two best friends are engaged, and I am so happy for them. They are my example of a good relationship, possibley the only one I know. Keith also has a good story for it. Then Jessie, Holly, and Eric come down and played which was fun. Then I went to run an errand before work with Cole, Holly and Eric in my car ( Read more... )

I am retarded........I'm headed to bed.

It sometimes surprises me how much I think someone knows me only to realize that I only thought they did