do you ever feel so useless to the point that you just dont want to live anymore??? i didnt even continue cleanin my room this mornin... i threw everything on my bed onto the floor and put on my radio and knocked out around 4am...so as of right now theres no room in my room lol... i got bags of clothes to go in the garbage, bottles in a bag for the ( Read more... )

ive been thinking a lot today.... uhhhh ohhhhhhh... yes i think too much... way too much but wayever ( Read more... )

ok so im bored ( Read more... )

ok so... yesterday was soooooo not good.. like it was but it wasnt... i worked til 9... james came in saying 'finally ur doin a job ur good at... handling peeples meat..' lol what a pig... god i hate guys!!! theyre such slob... so after work... james picked me up... i guess you could say we did alot in a couple hours lol... cuz first we drove up to ( Read more... )

so im crazy! im a bad influence that uses people! im a drunkard! i like to get people drunk! and then... have my way with them just because i can! but the thing is.. i usually dont start it so its all good...lol... so im a little out there! its ok to be open minded and a little zoned out at the same time right??? ok so im staring at that fuckin ( Read more... )

i got my tongue peirced....i got kicked off register and moved to the deli cuz i stole money....i have a list of peeple that wanna make me suck them cuz of my tongue... ive already made out with someone that i got drunk and she didnt kno if it was real or a dream LOL...she had to ask in the mornin... i guess theres not much to say any more lol

friday... ohhhh friday... hahaha i think i actually loved friday!!!!! ok well i worked and got my pay check and got off at 3 but sat around talkin to dan til like 430 hahaha.... everyone was all like omg u didnt leave yet! i just didnt wanna go home.. but i get home and theres like a thousand messages from julia and so i ended up gettin in touch ( Read more... )

feelings for the night ( Read more... )

ok so yesterday was my day off.. i was all excited that i can sleep in... but noooo i got the retarded phone call from barry... we walked to the mall smoked up and stole shoes and wen we got back we went and drank in the woods and crap and right afterwards he leaves me to go to jens house... omg i was so pist... cuz like i said before i feel like ( Read more... )

i dont get it... i been feeling like such shit... i dont remember wat i did thursday but friday... i didnt have work... barry called from towncenter tellin me to meet him and julz called sayin shed meet me at towncenter as well ... well barry was prolly with jenna and julz had ADD and went to someones house instead so lol... i was just chillin with ( Read more... )