ok! so... im kinda sorta i dunno how you say it... just... there lol... watever... i hate that feeling... guess im just super bored and got lots on my mind... yesterday i got off work at 4 and james picked me up... guess we were bored and didnt kno wat to do so we went to chilis... hahaha that sexy red head chick works there! after chilis we went ( Read more... )

lol.. everythings so confusing hhahahaha... but watever... it was just another depressing day that i cried threw ... oh well... i walked to work and barry shows up and i didnt even wanna talk to him... lol...the only 2 things that made me happy today were i was all talkin to lil tommy cruz saying how he was sweet and how i wish men were like that ( Read more... )

ok today was fucklin long and boring and retarded and im really pist off and confused and im just really emotional lately... i kinda spent my day crying lol... ok... heres how it started... last night i set my alarm clock for 9 so i can wake up for church lol..(cuz once i started goin things have worked out so i kinda kept goin) ... so this mornin ( Read more... )

ok so after being totally fucked over ... as usual... i decided fuck waiting up so i fell asleep at like 3 and woke up at 530.. went to work... i saw mel today.. i love her!!!!!! hahaha... doin all that laundry... i missed her... damn all i gotta say is i gotta start hangin out with other peeple again... so after work... lol... anthony picked me up ( Read more... )

ok so im back... heres the outcome of my night.... at around 730 i attempted to go to sleep cuz i was super tired... decided to put on guns n roses and started to fall asleep but turns out my radio was way too loud and i was too lazy to lower it... so wen i started to go back to sleep the phone rang..lol.. so i got all fuck this and went on the ( Read more... )

hahaha i dunno y lol.. my hearts in my throat...why are you so beautiful? are you assuming im talkin bout you? you might be right but i guess youll just have to find out.... why can i be beautious like some peeple... im in love... i feel the need for a chick right now tho for some reason... nah fuck that i just need a hug... hahaha i got paid today ( Read more... )

I WANT OUT RIGHT NOW!!!! fuck waiting.... im not waiting any longer.... im getting money and going... i hate peeple... i hate over hearing convos... supposedly my mom raised me wrong.. and that my gpa said that.... and thats just fucked up... supposedly i was raised wrong and im on a wrong path or some shit and thats just fucked up... my mom did a ( Read more... )

ok... so i was sitting here thinkin all day... and... i got myself all excited.... i think im gunna move to FL... i need a change and i miss my sara and crystal to pieces... and its the only thing thatll keep me away from the things im trying to avoid.... so.... im saving my money... cuz im desperate to get out.... im thinkin after the winter ill ( Read more... )

at around 1230 wen i was gunna jump in the shower i got that lil phone call..lol... so me and barry went to meet half way but i get to the end of east main street and this hotdog dude jumps out and says 'r u meeting someone' asnd blah blah blah 'ghe said he be back so wait here' lol... so i waited and he was goin to the bathroom at a&p lol... so we ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SEX!!!!!!!!! ok lol... dont ask.... i was just in the mood to express what i wanted hahahaha... im such an asshole!!! no all seriousness... i had to do laundry which is now in the wash and... its sooo grosss lolol... i was wondering why i had no clothes at all... i swear i was like wtf wheres my socks/ ( Read more... )