hindi ko pa talaga kaya.
i still think about texting him, or sending him a message.
god, this sucks.
i'm still hurting.
i just can't move on.
shit.

yeah.
let go.
just let go.
he has a wife, and probably more than one kid.
and he lied to you.
he just needed your money.
he has his reasons, but he still hurt you in the end.
and he thinks so less of you.
move on, gian.
let go.
forget about him.
just let go.

yeah, i'm done ( Read more... )

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and so, we went out again. yeah i know, the second date. and a date it was. it was magical. well, ok, it's not all that magical. for one thing, he made me wait again for about an hour or so, but it was all worth it, oh yes it was worth it. three thousand pesos worth it ( Read more... )

we finally went out.

yeah, i know it was because he needed something from me, but well, i really don't care.

at least, i went out on a date with him.

sigh...

i just got my third rejection ( Read more... )

i feel like such a fool ( Read more... )