I ACTUALLY AUDITIONED FOR A SHOW!!! I have never felt so good about myself. It felt amazing to be on a stage. And after my monologue they clapped!! OMG. lol. and even if i don't get it, ill still hold this moment close to me. It felt so good to act again. AHHHH

Go ahead and lie to me some more. Push me out of your life. No wonder why we haven't hung in awhile. I guess I'm too good of a guy to even get your attention.

is it sad that work is the only place that makes you happy. That while you were driving around town for an hour all you could think of was driving to work because that's where you can escape from it all and not think about anything that really fucks up your life ( Read more... )

goddammit mother! Ya you're so fucking funny! I'm glad you all got a laugh out of that. damn you

OMG last night was one of the most fun nights I have EVER had. It was one of those nights which you wish could just last forever. Canada is just another name for fun. I'm almost sure of it ( Read more... )

umm, hi. my name is david. and I'm a idiot.

HI DAVID!

well anyway, to make a long, worthless, stupid story short...IM FREE SATURDAY! Anyone wanna do something? One condition, you CANT back down. I had one back down already. But if you do, I'm allowed to popcorn your house. MOOOHAHAH!

well last week is now over, and a new one is beginning. It was horrible. Day upon day I had 2000 things to do. I don't believe this week will be as bad as the next though. Thank goodness ( Read more... )

one
LISTEN
8.HOLD STILL
DAD
mom
MOM
15. let it GO
36. dont be SCARED of DEATH
laughter
LAUGHTER
LIVE in LOVE
18. Talk to Someone
45. Touch
BREATH
22. CRY
cry
23. accept
7. FORGIVE
Im not good enough
FEAR
RELEASE
HAVE FAITH
SURRENDER
34
29
14
1. LOVE
secure
86. OPEN UP
11. remember
REMEMBER
99. SAY GOODBYE

I just got home from Canada. It was SO much fun. I didn't like get hammered but I drank enough where I was happy and having a good time. It felt so strange being able to walk around with a drink in my hand and not having to worry about being caught. Played at the casino also. Had really bad luck because I didn't win a cent. bastards! If anyone ( Read more... )

Why can't I sleep. I need sleep. Sleep is GOOD! Last night it only took my 3.5 hrs, and tonight Im already at one hour. Things are rushing through my head, not bad things, good things ( Read more... )