im going to join a world organization ( Read more... )

life is good right now, save im missing my other half. but other than that i feel like im doing something right ( Read more... )

i guess you dont know how much something means to you until its gone.......

this week is going to suck.

so yea. the first guy i fell in love with called me this past weekend. it was very out of the blue-ish. i kind of liked it.

also, there was a bunch of drama last night. man o man was it great. like 5 kids are getting sent home bc of death threats. i got to be a part of it all. amazing how scary little kids can be.

so, best birthday probably ever. really. i love my camp friends more than i love anything right now. they are all so wonderful. they all bought me something, and i love everthing they got me. i dont remember half the night, but thats ok. im so happy. i think im so happy bc i have a crush on someone. o no. yea. hes absolutely adorable. ( Read more... )

i turn 21 in 7 days. haha.

how can you miss something you never had?

also, theres this boy that absolutely fasinates me on so many levels...... but im not into him like i thought i would be. hmmm.

im happy.

lovelove

so im home. parents are gone. couch needs to be burned. not in the mood for a party tho, unfotunately. we shall see. if you matter, you will be called if i decide to have people over.

so im sitting here on the computer. i need to bitch to someone really bad. certain things and people are pissing me off and i want to kill about 75% of the campers this week. and like 3 staff. they can all go eat dicks. trail rides tonight, total mess. i cannot believe it. bah. o well ( Read more... )

so first week of camp: not too bad.

first weekend off: good times. except for trying to fall asleep in Hopi, and then hauling my drunk ass up to my cabin in the middle of the night with no flashlight. good job mandi. you made it.

i heart everyone!