i thought that maybe this could be good. i guess i confused your kindness and our friendship with something else. i want to learn to not apologize for that. you're not the one that feels like shit right now. it wasn't even you, it was just the idea. i guess it was fun while it lasted? 7 weeks left in boston for almost a year. i don't know how i ( Read more... )

I have never felt so ready, I have never wanted this so badly. My bones ache and my muscles reach to grasp its illusion, my body longs for it. My mind and my heart are screaming YES together, but no one is there to answer the YOU. My days don't have purpose, I am pushing through just because. I know for every up there must be a down, for everytime ( Read more... )

As my world feels like its crumbling, as a regain a grasp on reality, as i face the bumps on the road, some more tumultuous than others, you should know that I still love you. I cannot will myself not to, nor can I give up the hope that someday things will be different. But please do not confuse my lack of something to replace you with waiting, ( Read more... )

This whole growing up thing, I'm not sure how I feel about it. I think it's good; scary isn't the right word...maybe it's exciting, maybe a little nervous, but mostly just weird. Yeah, that's it, I think.

I love that we have great memories together. I think that we are growing apart from each other and I'm not sure if that's permanent or not but I'm accepting it. I'm pissed, but I still love you and I will never forget the good days.

I love that we are completely honest with each other one hundred percent of the time. I don't hate your plans, I hate ( Read more... )

You don't have to ask for forgiveness or apologize because i've already forgiven you for everything, even if i shouldn't have.

Es las coasa pequenas en mi vida que me alegre ( Read more... )

Part of me really likes that I only write in this every once in a while, and I really love going back and reading old entries. I love the poems... So I haven't written since before graduation, yet I could still use many of the same words to describe my emotions today. I feel on top of the world, like nothing could possibly be anymore perfect here. ( Read more... )

This is summer & this is perfection. I can't think of anything better about this morning. Reading in bed, French toast, sunshine, mail, quiet, beauty, and overall calmness. About my life right now. Dinner dance is tomorrow and I'm very excited to go with Nick and have a great time. Graduation is just over a week away. I've been dreaming about ( Read more... )

She spills her heart
Only drops of blood begin to form
She can no longer speak,
Words don't form justice,
Sentences can't speak the love
She's dying inside to give
To know and to have.

This is from the girl
That has nothing short of everything,
She thinks you're something grand too,
Something worth the risk,
And so today she'll spill her heart 
And pray to ( Read more... )