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Just need to comment on the last entry: 7 years. Cycle broken. Done. Out of my life. FOREVER. You did go somewhere, and thank God because then there was room for the best thing that has ever happened to me. My life is absolutely everything I could ever want it to be now. I feel complete and whole. <3 -
7 years.
Not that anyone is really counting here. It's at least that, maybe more. There are so many why's...so many unanswered questions. Questions that we've been through 100 times before, questions where I will never find a satisfactory answer. You have seen the absolute worst of me, and yet you have been there through each up and down. I don't understand ( Read more... ) -
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Everyday is an emotional rollercoaster, often a battle just to get through. A good day here is equal to an average, if that day at home. But the good days are getting slightly better and more frequent. Improvements are being made...I can tell. I don't cry all the time, and when I do, I don't always have a reason anymore. That doesn't make since but ( Read more... ) -
Silly Silly Spain.
Oh Spain. I don't know what to think of this country anymore. It's really quite a silly country. Where else do they siesta for the afternoon, eat dinner at 10PM and go to the club at 1AM? Who else has after club hours at 6AM? Here is where university is a joke, and going to class seems to be optional at best. In a country where they don't believe ( Read more... ) -
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I've had this journal for nearly 6 years. So much has changed. I've become such a different person. It's hard to believe sometimes ( Read more... ) -
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Estoy en Madrid para que es 'el tiempo de mi vida' y mientras no he querido llorer ya hoy, estoy planeando cuando podamos ir a Disney con Corban. Él es mi amor y mi mundo. <3
No sé cuando me sienta felicidad real aquí pero sé lo pasará...no estoy equivicado, sí? -
I did this a while ago...I want to do it again...
I love that even though our lives are completely different we are better best friends than ever before. Nothing is ever going to change that because if I had thought we had been through almost everything before, I wasn't even close. We have something indescribable you know ( Read more... ) -
2010
barely 3 days into the new year and i've already made enough bad decisions for the month. it's a good thing i'm going to spain where the consequences don't matter so much. -
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Yo sé que no podría hacerlo, pero tengo miedo ya tarde. Tengo miedo...no....porque es divertido. Es una equivicación, la más grande de mi vida, y los posibildades de defrasca son tan grande, pero no tengo cuidado a esto momento. Por una razón, no sé exactmente lo que es...necesito hacerlo, no quiero estar responsable. Una parte de esto es porque ( Read more... )