So last night was one of the best nights i've had in a while....i went to the keg at ground control...that was so much fun...i got fucking wasted and so did tony.....i saw sooo many old ass friends who i havent seen in a long ass time...alot of them have changed....but it was still a good ass time...i saw julia and ally for like 2.5 and shit was ( Read more... )

SO this weekend was absolutely perfect...

Friday:
*me and tone went to the thrift store....he got some cool shirts and a new winter jacket that only cost $3.50
*we came back to my house and watched movies all night...<3

Saturday*I laid in bed all day and tone took care of me because i wasnt feeling well ( Read more... )

i have a jealousy problem.....so does he...but i think that i have more reasoning behind mine....shit between me and tone has been amazing....hes gotten be through so much lately..i dont know what i would do..he truely cares....but shit sux....deep down im a scumbag....run away as fast as you can!

So today was an extremely eventful day..i woke up and went to modells and put an app. in and they called me back like an hour later....i got the job i just have to take a drug test..i fought with my mom again all day and i want to move out...but i think it would be selfish...i didnt see tony today and i was sad but i get to see him tomorrow....i ( Read more... )

So even today was a bad day...just knowing that i have people who love me and care about totally makes me feel better....i've realized that i have been amazingly lucky in life all because of my friends and for the people who are around. I've found someone who truely cares about me and would anything for me (and he knows that i would do the same in ( Read more... )

holy shit!!! so in one night so much fucking drama....i fucking hate drama but it always seems to find me. So last night me and tone went to a keg and it was fun we all got drunk i met like 50 new people....majority of them i met like 5x's that night.......then tone went in to give me a kiss and accidently head butted me....and now i have a black ( Read more... )

SO these past couple of days have ebeen alot better....i've been going home alot more...but still not enough...shit between me and tone have been amazing..it feels so right to just lay in bed with him and feel his arms around me...tonite we went and saw Chiodos and it was amazing..everyday with this kid just keeps gettin better..im falling so hard ( Read more... )

so the past couple of days have been alot better..i came home yesterday and it still felt good..i missed the screaming and cursing...and today i slept til 4pm.....got showered went and hungout with tony for a bit..then came home and hungout with the fam...i think that i just needed to come home for a few days...i dont think that i ever would've ( Read more... )

So these past couple of days have still been fucked...im not staying at home anymor.e..shits gone down and for the first time in almost 3 days i've been home and i hate it already.....i dont know what to do anymore....everynight i'm fighting with tony and everynight i'm being kept awake by crazy ass people partying...but its all good that shit just ( Read more... )

So last night was a pretty fucked night...there was alot of alcohol...alot of food..alot of screaming...and a whole lot of crying....i mean i now that he cares for me but we fight everynight...and i feel that the only reason we fight is because we care...i can understand where he was coming from and i can see how i would've been the same way...but ( Read more... )