so its my time to b!tch yet again, because thats all i ever do...i want to be happy again..i want to smile..i want to stop crying...i thought all of this was over but i guess not.....i want/need things to change...quickly!!!

^----------i'm all over anymore

So i've come to realize for once and accept the fact that with growing up come changes. Changes that you have no control over. And no matter how hard you try it just not going to be the same. I try to hard to stay close to my friends through phone calls, e-mails, and IM's....and sometimes its just not good enough. I still feel so distant from all ( Read more... )

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE ( Read more... )

i swear to god that sometimes i fucking hate this feeling. That fucking feeling when you like someone to much. i mean i cant even remember the last time i liked someone this much this quick. for real when me and tom first started dating it took me forever to like him like him lol...but now i am crazy about this one person and i cant get over it...i ( Read more... )

So lately everything in my life has been going great. I've met someone amazing, i'm becoming close to my friends again, and although shit aint cool at home...its still ok. But lately i've been spending alot of time with anthony and its been amazing. And last night for the first night i slept alone, when i woke up in the morning i thought that it ( Read more... )

so these past couple of days have been absolutely amazing. I've finally met someone who is amazingly awsome and gorgeous....and he is totally the male version of me. I mean we both like the same things and when it comes to relationships we both have the same fears. I never thought that there was anyone else out there who felt the same way that did ( Read more... )

i met someone cool ( Read more... )

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So last was fucking retarded...or atleast i was ( Read more... )

could one night be ruined by one day?

tonite wasnt bad i actually had someone to listen to my late night rambles..and he's the best..it was good to have someone to talk to and actually listen and be there for me...i mean my friends are always there for me...but it was good to have guy feedback...so thank you to everyones whose ever been there! lol ( Read more... )