Attempting a return to Live Journal. I think i'll probably end up keeping all these post private as I reckon it'll probably contain some damning crap. I was trying to pinpoint what stopped me from writing in here; why did i stop posting? I remember journalling to be a very cathartic activity, and grounding... but then I stopped journalling ( Read more... )

Reading my earlier LJ post is extremely enlightening, which is why I keep LJ going to the best of my ability... What is evident from back reading, maybe 65+% of the time is, when I ask the universe for help or if I am confused or upset about something, things always seem to somehow work itselves out. Its a great lesson for life; Endure and things ( Read more... )

Opened Superman on the Westend two days ago. Its one of those things that is cooler to say then it ended up being. In reality, it was a nightmare; We didn't have enough time to do anything! And as a result, my first "westend show", its not all that good design wise. Sigh. Hopefully the credit will stay with me forever though ( Read more... )

I'm in desperate need for an out. The marriage is great, the fact that I'm having a baby is great, my friends and family are great, everything else is balls... Everyday I flick through my emails, eagerly answer my phones, watch the news, speak to the universe, all in hoping for an escape; A reason to escape. Any reason to escape... A new Job in the ( Read more... )

I have much more of a vent in me about life, my previous entry, where I am now, and stuff like that for which I will eventually get down in here. Finding the time to write has been difficult, but I do want to get it all down. Today's particular rant is theatre. I chose a career and a doomed life of doing theatre because I like to see people ( Read more... )

The more and more I decend into married life, the less and less I find use for venting in my live journal. It seems, now when I have thoughts, concerns, revelations, and ephiphanies, I just tell it to my wife. Its a concept I am only starting to get used to. Someone who actually wants to hear me vent and would prefer I make my vents pubilic to her ( Read more... )

Kim and I came across a scary realisation yesterday. We realised that, if we saved as needed for "our trip to Thailand for a year", for 10/12 months instead of 4, we would have enough money saved for a deposit for a £280,000 house ( Read more... )

Last night at about 3am, I was awoken by a sound of movement in our room. I jumped up out of bed and I saw a tall-ish figure standing at the side of the room. I shouted "hello!" at the figure, obviously in the attempt to make conversation, i guess? who knows? Kim tells me to go back to sleep because it was just one of our neighbours leaving. I want ( Read more... )

As fate(?) would have it, I didn't get kicked out of the UK. In fact, I have been given provisional leave to remain as a married spouse. Hurray... If you sensed the sarcasm in that hurray, 1. you are very good as sensing sarcasm through words and 2. You'd be spot on. Like I said in the previous post, its good that I can stay for a little while ( Read more... )

If it seems as if I haven't posted in a while, it could be because I haven't. That very basically demonstrates how life finds a way to get in the way of things. I've said to myself on many occasions, "Self, you haven't journaled in a while, you should do that", then 9 times out of 10, something happens and I am not able to.. the other 1 out of 10 ( Read more... )