I thought I'd hear from Corey by now, but I guess not. Everyone's going to "Salvation" tonight. It'll be Laura's first party without me. It's not fair that I can't go. I want to, but i'm pregnant. I'd rather not put my baby through that; staying up all night, the loud music, the heat. In the end it just comes down to me caring more about her than ( Read more... )

It's pretty fucked up that Corey's whole family can invite themselves to my baby shower, but I can't even go to his graduation ceremony because they gave my ticket to someone else.

I just broke up with corey. His cell phone accidently dialed my number and I got to listen in on him and Gabe talking. He's not the person I thought he was. Suprisingly, I'm not that upset over this. I was at first, I guess, but now, I just don't really want anything to do with him. I want him out of my life. And that's the end of that.

The Hot Springs party, "Magic", is tonight. Corey should be getting here around seven. I cleaned the kitchen, refrigerator, and freezer last night. I think I'm going to go clean some more. I'll probably go by the mall and K-Mart later today. I think I might be getting some of my energy back, that or I finally got tired of sitting around doing ( Read more... )

I kind of wish I was only five months pregnant. Or at the stage where I had just found out. It's gotten so hard to do things lately. I have so much pressure in my pelvic area, even getting dressed is rather difficult. And although I'm looking forward to being a normal size again, I think I'm going to miss being pregnant. I'm more scared of having ( Read more... )

I've been extremely dizzy all day. I'm stressed about my financial situation. I have too much to do. I've misplaced a money order from something I sold on eBay and it's driving me crazy. I rearranged my room last night to fit the bassinet. I think i pulled a muscle in my arm during the process. It's thundering. I'm going to go lie down.

I'm waiting on Corey to get here. Today is our one year anniversary. It's icky out and I'm lonely and bored.

I've been trying to update this journal for the past couple days, but can't seem to type anything. I have tons of thoughts and events I'd like to write about, I just can't form them into words for some reason. I'm going to try writing a list ( Read more... )

I'm ready to have my baby. All this waiting and preparing is driving me insane. I have a gazillion things to do by Friday. I'm thirty-three weeks pregnant.

My mom has gone completely crazy and I don't even want to write why. I have too much going on in my life right now. Somehow everything went from okay to hectic in the span of one weekend.