lately i've been taking more steps off to myself
and less into your arms
lately i've been calculating the distance 
from my pen to my eyelid
and not
the distance
from my head to your shoulder
this does not mean i am withdrawing
it means that i've been tired.

so when have turned my back on you in sleep
and you've wondered where my eyes go
inside my head, it ( Read more... )

i got a fever, and the only thing thats gonna break it is some making out.

the world needs more making out, anyway! i mean that for just about everyone.
except the people who NEVER QUIT making out.
they can loan some of their make out time to me and i will then disperse it evenly among my lady friends and wish into the wind that there will be some fly ( Read more... )

listening to yourself on an interview is a crazy humbling experience. for me anyway. i will sit and count how many times i say "um" or "uh". i shouldn't really, but i do it all the same. SHRUG.

my good friend michael booth is in town this week and i am thrilled to delight in his presence. one big reason that i like him being around is that we ( Read more... )

when i met you on the internet i thought you were a very cute richmond boy and you seem'd smart and nice and it seemed from your microsoft paint creations you had a good sense of humor. it was all true.
the first time we met i picked you up in my volvo, brought my roommate with me just in case i needed backup and you were some creep with a knife or ( Read more... )

is this one of those things where i listened to a song a lot and it secretly foretold the destiny of a particular situation.

scary, the way that happens.

sad, when it looks like it might have happened in a way that will hurt.

hurt. i'm not sure about that feeling.

all i ever want is to share my food.

won't work when you leave the room.

and i can't move ( Read more... )

i have a friend in richmond. we converse basically over the internet. sometimes we use tools to assist in our correspondance. in essence, we take live action silent films of ourselves and broadcast them for the other to see. we watch changing facial expressions and sometimes we take a crack at mouthing words and seeing if the other one can read ( Read more... )

babies, babies!

spring has sprung. the easter bunny is about ( Read more... )

from "echo", by francesca lia block, my favorite author of all time:

It was wrong. I wanted you for myself. But it wasn't time yet.
    She was shaking. He walked with her. She was trying not to cry. Maybe they had all been her angels, in a way. Delivering her to the next place. Maybe any love we ever have is an angel in whatever form- a little ( Read more... )

i select this one ( Read more... )

how do i slow this rock and roll ( Read more... )