It's been months of searching and the loan process has taken a bit of time due to the economy and my oddly large deposits of money at random. However things are moving smoothly forward now and my loan has been approved with no further delay. Thank goodness!  Question is, where to live and what to buy?  

To forgive really is divine. It takes strength to set aside what is often justifiable anger. It's much easier to hold a grudge. Yet when we make the choice and allow ourselves to put aside that anger and to forgive those who have harmed us, we actually do ourselves a great service. Making the conscious decision to let go of pain is the beginning of ( Read more... )

Taken from a part of a Jets To Brazil song. The radio wasn't really playing "our" song, but it was playing HIS band - thanks Indie 103 for reminding me of the person I'm trying to forget ( Read more... )

Decide to forgive: For resentment is negative; resentment is poisoning; resentment diminishes and devours the self.

- Robert Muller

I really don't understand why Eric attracts all the psycho fans who all want to fuck him. In the beginning I hated it. Now? I've let it go. Probably because he doesn't hide anything from me and I know who he is - what he would and wouldn't do...however I could argue that statement myself, because really, is anyone so predictable???? You just ( Read more... )

So I didn't die. He called. LOL.

He's on is way to take a friend somewhere and I'll see him around midnight. WTF???!!!! Should I be thankful???

Eric of course was MIA this weekend. I was actually pretty done. Then today I get THIS email!!! And it made me happy all over again. Because in truth, though he's been flakey lately, I adore him. It's not about him being in a band that I've listened to since the early 80's. I genuinly like him as a person minus the flakiness. Okay, but I do ( Read more... )

Well it's been about a month since Eric and I last talked, other than the random emails here and there ( Read more... )

I saw the Dwarves on Wednesday at Dragonfly - why is it that I like boys in bands way too much!!??? I went with my friend Julie from work, who's also in a band. The guitatrist from Go Like Hell was totally hitting on her! While me? Well we had the Dwarves guitarist ( Read more... )

I talked to Eric today...he's been in a real funk with things. He said "I miss you" - well actions speak louder than words and I miss him too, but he's been really busy and he's going on tour soon for a month outside of CA.

I really miss him today! I will see him before he leaves. **sigh**