i want to scream and wail and tear at my eyes. two fucking years you push and prod and i quivered in reluctance. now my mind made up you take those fears and lash them back at me. tell me i’m taking risks, that you are scared for me. i didn’t ask that of you, i don’t want that ever. i made a choice and i keep telling myself it was right and true ( Read more... )

a favorite curse of karigan in kristen britain's green rider series. i just finished book three, high king's tomb, which i falsely thought to be the end of a trilogy. alas, it is not! and the fourth book is expected to be released in february! while i am glad to see more of this fantastic series i am also frustrated, why is everything i pick up a ( Read more... )

been reliving the olden days of naruto. forgot how annoying that gaki was in the beginning, but oh how i adore him now. i'm not one to like main characters but naruto continues to take my breath away. anyway, feeling like taking up writing (fanfiction)again...playing with the idea of something from tsunade's pov. dunno, we shall see. only 1 week ( Read more... )

despite going to the gym, working my ass off at work, and being currently enrolled in an online BS program is till find myself disturbingly bored most of the time. where are my updates of xxxholic, fma, soul eater, and d.n. angel? where? dammit!

argh!

Not that I'm expecting much response considering I haven't been around lj much in years but here goes anyway! Snagged from fireun (i don't remember how to tag a lj user ( Read more... )

i still have an lj. i've stumbled my way back here after um, years? my need for anime/manga companionship draws me back for oh! how my rl lacks those who fangirl with me! so yeah...

a little something in honor of one of my favorite little ninjas...

title: November 25th
fandom: Naruto
summary: naruto promised to give sai a birthday...
rating: g
warnings: a little angst and a little fluff, otherwise, none.

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Sai glances at the calendar and blinks. He stands there for several moments, many thoughts going through his mind before his lips fall into a lax ‘oh’ and he turns away from the sight of the sloppy red circle surrounding today’s date. )

i love my friends and family but damn its nice to be all alone agian...well, except for my cats of course ( Read more... )

i'm bored. so bored. my life is pretty monotonous at times. wake up, eat, shower, go to work, take xrays, come home, sleep. repeat ad nauseum.

Chapter Ten -

Author’s Note: The hiragana painted on the gates of Konoha mean roughly refuge/retreat or hermitage. I have chosen to loosely translate that to ‘haven’ for this story.

Hyuuga Neji stands at the gates of Konoha, eyes staring at the vivid hiragana as his mind wanders. Haven…he muses to himself. He has never stopped to consider the ( Read more... )