Fuck updating. He doesn't even listen to me.

Why? Why should I let go now? HUH? I don't get you sometimes! I don't know what your thinking anymore.. I don't know what girl your talking about cuz you have SO MANY! I don't know what to think. I always thought that I could trust you but we have lost touch and I don't know what to do anymore. Like I told you.. I once told your mom and your sister ( Read more... )

Wow.. I haven't updated it exactly a month. Isn't that weird? Yeah well, so to say.. I have been busy. Boys.. Volleyball.. I really don't have time for ANYTHING.. not even my main concern.. *BoYs*. Believe it or not. HeHe. Oh well right? Nothing really matters with those discusting creaters anyway. I am RuSsIaN. Zach said so.;)

Wow.. I haven't updated it exactly a month. Isn't that weird? Yeah well, so to say.. I have been busy. Boys.. Volleyball.. I really don't have time for ANYTHING.. not even my main concern.. *BoYs*. Believe it or not. HeHe. Oh well right? Nothing really matters with those discusting creaters anyway. I am RuSsIaN. Zach said so.;)

Look. If you want something, then let me know. I'll accept whatever you think you want to do. I would love to be with you, but I know that the fact of loving Jennifer stands in your way. You must keep in mind that being "in love" with someone doesn't mean that I can't have eyes for anyone if the feelings aren't recipricated by the soul-drawn ( Read more... )

Jeremy.. I didn't mention him.. EVER.. but he is a guy that I met at Cross Canadian Ragweed concert. He goes to Burleson and he is the sweetest kid ever! LoL ((even though he's a senior));).. Anyway.. I was suppose to do something with him on Sunday so he bought Dallas Cowboy tickets and didn't even get a hold of me so him and his friend went. He ( Read more... )

Okay.. here's the thing.. I hate my life.. lol I mean it's kinda simple.. my bestfriend moves.. ((all 3 of em)).. boys don't like me.. no one is here for me emotionally.. lol It's all too weird how everything works out ( Read more... )

I don't think I've been happier yet. I'm lost.. but happy. I've been through a lot of shit with guys lately. Yet, I know one that really loves me. I KNOW he does. He is just too scared to admit it. He doesn't want to get hurt anymore.. and neither do I. We're perfect for each other. I've trusted him more than any guy I know! It's almost ( Read more... )

Last night was kick ass! I don't really remember what had happen but it was pretty cool going in slow motion the whole time.

Sean, you need to get over me. I'm okaY. IT'S OKAY! Anyways, I'm gone.

Nature Disater.

Today is not a good day AT ALL. My friends lie to me just to be with some boys? My mom finally knows how I am. I hate living in this world. Everything is just a blur to me. People are so..oVeR rAtEd.. I hate it sooo much! If I could die and relive as a CAT.. I would most def. do it.