i gave up EVERYTHING..... for a lie......

try not to think about.......... what might have been

i wish i could make you understand.

why do i fall for you over and over and over when i know perfectly well that i cant have you?!?!?!

why do i even continue trying? i dont get it. i know ive got no chance in the world. but then.......?

who knows

seriously - i fucking give up already!!!!!!!!!

I've looked everywhere I can
Just to find a clue
Oh to get to you
And make you want me
And I've run circles 'round the sun
Chasin' after you
Oh but it's no use
Can't you see that I'm going out of my mind
Trying to find a way to get through to you
Oh you don't know how hard I try
And I try and I try
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there are rhymes and there are reasons

and times when nothing stayed the same

but you know my love still remains....

make your decisions, at the end of the day ill still be here - i promise

On Nov 1, 2002, My father had just got out of the hospital from the night before. Then I was at the Milford Football game vs. Novi, which Novi won. Then I was back at my house, and grounded from my car, but I got to drive home a young beautiful girl. Today is our 3 year Anniversary, and I would have it no other way. Katherine Haar, I love you ( Read more... )

suffering under my smile

id be better off alone for a while

crying to myself......

I wish you freedom
I wish you peace
I wish you nights of stars
That beckon you to sleep
I wish you heartache
That leaves you more of a man?
I wish I could be there
But I can't

I wish you places
That sit so still
Where people never ever change
and Never ever will
I wish I could hold you
And make you understand
I wish I could be there
But I can't

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I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt so bad
I never pictured every minute without you in it
Oh You left so fast

hate this so much.....