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It has been a long time.
I hope to fall back in love with me. I need to fall back in live with my words, first.
It is where it all began. -
The introspective: Its a Wonderful Life
Sometimes life offers up this amazing glimpse into one's own personal existence. We think we know ourselves so well. But often we are just a byproduct of our own reactions. It's like opinions: We always have one, but aren't really always aware of our thoughts or how they are shaping who we are until we are asked to voice that opinion. Or,it is like ( Read more... ) -
I need to write more
I have turned my back on things I love. Not really, but even so ( Read more... ) -
I found you ...
My old friend. Indeed when last time I wrote I think it said "I must be leaving someone, lying to someone, or living with someone I shouldn't." He left me. With heartbreak and sadness and all those things that come with. With the questions and ponderings and answers in your heart you don't want to admit. I always fight for the wrong things, the ( Read more... ) -
Mr. B? Shut up and marry me.
It's all true. I've been banded and branded. Mr. B asked me to be his Mrs. on Tuesday ( Read more... ) -
Happily deleriously in smitten
It's gross. I'm not even supposed to like boys. But when you have a boy who grabs your hand every day and tells you you are beautiful, it works every time. I wish I was one of those hard girls who didn't melt like Velveeta all smooth and cream ( Read more... ) -
The wrap up, Mr B. and his gentleman suave
Mr. B called me at work on Sunday to tell me what a fantastic time he had on our date. Good move. He also pointed out it was the first 10-hour first date he had ever been on, which was quite amusing. I hadn’t thought of it like that, nor had I realized the time had gotten away from us so quickly. That 11 p.m. to 4 a.m. time slot just sort of flew ( Read more... ) -
G to the T to the L to the Force
G-Force just left. It's 2 a.m. I still have the best conversations with him, even though he never comes around anymore. Strange he came over and hung out for the first time since before the ill, and he needed to borrow money. Whatever.
My boss cut my bennies and my salary by 20 percent.
I lost my keys for three hours this morning (they were ( Read more... ) -
The hills are ... alive?
A few weeks ago, I smelled fall. I know I have been living in these mountains for a long time when I can inhale and assess the world around me -- like oncoming rain, harvesting and full moons. Coming home last weekend was the first time it did not feel like home here. And since the desert, I have been mostly homeless, wandering from place to place ( Read more... )
