I looked down and saw my tired feet covered in filth and starved for redemption. They weren’t moving by choice, but rather dragged by consequences. These same feet which have walked, and danced, have ran from and towards, and away, and within the darkest and lightest of heavens are now my only means to an escape…I wasn't lost I assured them. I am ( Read more... )

I was so engrossed in the obscurities of my empty thoughts that I failed to hear the door as it slowly opened and shut behind him. I turned..rapidly. His eyes flooded with hate, and all I could imagine was how beautifully he must taste. My muscles contracted as I brought myself up to his level of expectation, and I felt the humid air that prepared ( Read more... )

I once said that there are two types of people in this world. There are those people who call you whenever something funny happens, check in on you when you're sick. They bring light and joy into your life. They are the people whose shoulders you lean on, whose struggle you endure. Those people... they are priceless. But there's another group of ( Read more... )

There are those pivotal moments in your life that give way to a whole new chapter. If this year is remembered for anything it will be how things that once seemed familiar have lost itself in the webs of the past and given light to something new…something different. Months ago Jonny and I were well on the road to our 3rd year together. ..I had grown ( Read more... )

Another chapter of my life has turned...another season has passed. the part that was pure and that came from a place i had grown familiar with, and often accustomed to. Jonny and I are officially over. We have been winding down for the past few months but the summer really came with its raining days. Surprisingly enough our break up has been as ( Read more... )

today i found myself driving through a familiar route. curvy windy, breeze, sunny, tree lined route. it's the weekend and not much is going on around me. i feel the wind, see the random families and observe the big houses around me. i think to myself; "how nice it would be to live in a house like tha... and how unfortunate it is that it stands on ( Read more... )

There are few things I am absolutely positively certain of...like my bday falling on Nov 7th of every year...that I'll get one morning, one afternoon and one night on each day. I am certain that if I cut myself I will bleed...those things are invariably true. But somewhere in between all of that life happens...people die, you make new friends you ( Read more... )

I have always lived by the motto that it’s better to live for one day in pure adrenaline than spend a whole life in meritocracy. I was the kid who jumped first, who tried it first, whom at 12 yrs old turned a sleep over into a “lets see who can cut themselves with a razor” first. I have always pushed the envelope, whether it be my relationships, my ( Read more... )

Soooo Jonny and I just got bk from Miami and we had the best fucking time ever. Met up with Andy howard down there..parties our asses off, went parasailing...deep sea diving..great stuff. anyway below are the links to some pictures. Summer is going well ( Read more... )

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