2 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mike and I want our little boy so badly. We can't wait to start our family. So soon!

Im starting to feel like im losing something. Ive grown to love being pregnant, as much as I complain.. I love every second, I love the process I love the anticipation... Its a feeling I have always wanted and its such a milestone. Im going to miss my belly, im going to miss playing with landons feet, the ultrasounds, people telling me how cute I ( Read more... )

Im so tired but I can't sleep I really hope I rest up before I go into labor or else im going to need medication and I really dont want it!

I want our landon and my body back. please and thank you.

landon is insane... in a cute cuddly kind of way.

Im frustrated. blah

finalllly my appointment came today. I gained a pound and a half, blood pressure was good. Im now at 147. We listened to landons heart and it was in the 140's which is perfect, my belly measurement was right on. His head is still down with his butt on my left side, hes been in that position for about a month now. Did the strep b test and while she ( Read more... )

My last day of work was yesterday! Its weird not knowing when ill be back to work. I feel like landons going to come really soon with these pains ive been having. guess we'll see!

I wish I could just be excited about being a mommy and not have to worry about money. UGH! Anyway our little boy now has a name. Landon Jefferson Lenhart. LJ for short. I can't wait to kiss him up hes getting so big, I can't believe a few months ago he was the size of a jelly bean.

In life it seems we're all searching for love. Throughout my life I remember really wanting this love to be the one. Most of the time forcing things that never should have been. Having hope when hope should have been lost. Believing in people that never deserved a second chance. Getting hurt, just because I thought it was worth it and somehow it ( Read more... )