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So, Ryan got home yesterday, i believe i get to see him tonight.. so he casually mentions on the phone last night that his boss is thinking of switching him to hourly and keeping/sending him to Mississippi more often. Then he asks me what i think of this.. i'm like does it even matter? I mean on one hand that's a great opportunity, getting paid a ( Read more... ) -
I'm sick
I'm sick... one of my piercing's is infected, which in turn has made me sick. You can't even see the opening in the back of my throat (how cool!). I feel like i have the flu, which totally sucks... i tried going into work today, stayed for 45 minutes.. ended up crying (for a number of reasons). Then i went to the bitchy dr. that i'm currently ( Read more... ) -
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SO, i recently started talking to my ex again.. not sure what that's about or where it's going to lead. Not even sure if i really want to be talking to him. I know i'm only going to end up getting hurt again yet i can't seem to help but leap head first into the situation. Ah isn't life a bitch -
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I'm exhausted, i've been working like 50-60 hour weeks for a while now, with no end in sight. I have a closed head injury, i'm not getting enough sleep. To make matters worse i'm miserable here, i really think it's just because i have this huge ass empty room sitting next tome which is supposed to be the kitchen. I mean for pete's sake i don't ( Read more... ) -
well well well
Here i am at an impasse, to my left is one life choice, and to the right is another choice, only i haven't the faintest idea which road is the best choice for me, and sadly there's no one to tell me..do i stay or do i go? do i talk to him, or do i let him go? do i forgive, forget and move on? or do i tell them that they've hurt me beyond emotional -
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You're a passionate music fan who feels a strong connection to the artists behind your favorite CDs and songs. If asked, you could tell a story about each CD in your collection: not only about what time in your life the music relates to, but also about your relationship with the music itself. You are always on the lookout for new music and artists ( Read more... ) -
Rock Bottom?
Well, yesterday i think i hit rock bottom, this whole time i've been trying to get through all the pain alone, and i think it finally clicked i cant.. so i broke down and told my friends that Chris and I broke up. It went better than expected, but sadly it hasn't made things all that much easier, now now only am i having to deal with the hurt and ( Read more... )
