i am so incredibly fucking unhappy when i'm in school....i don't know how i'm going to pull this off....everyone has so much more faith in me than i have in myself....i seriously don't know how i'm going to do all this. i can't fucking stand that everyone's out having the fucking time of their lives and i'm sitting here in this cluttered ass room ( Read more... )

i'm so beyond the point of wanting to move out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIM CARREY.....HEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh yeah, i actually got an A in chemistry. that means i pulled straight A's for the semester, something i haven't done my entire college career. haha. i have a 2.988 cumulative gpa at grossmont, 3.419 at cuyamaca, and a 4.0 at mesa. hollaaaaaa

what kind of place gives you a raise, then tells you to cut your hours to a maximum of 20 per week?

what bullshit.

i've been wanting to update for a while now...about a lot of things. now that i'm actually doing it, i barely know what to type! i did want to put that i got an A in computer programming, an A in calculus 2, and a B in chemistry. had i gotten a REALLY high A on the chem final, i would have had an A....but HA! yeah right. i finally bumped by ( Read more... )

i feel like i need to be medicated while school's in session. i'm always soooooo frustrated!!!!! i'm tired of being so pissed off!!!!!! but right now i feel like crying, crying because calculus is kicking my ass right now, and it never kicks my ass. and chemistry has been one big life-sucking piece of shit...who knew that 3 fucking classes would ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking beyond frustration with life right now. i hate work. i hate school. i hate the stupid ass track owner. i've lost all motivation and everything and everyone is pissing me the hell off. i can't get ahead with anything.

In the past week, I've had 4 people tell me to try for the Olympics, one of which was Jason Richardson while at his house today helping him to plan out his backyard pump track (I want thaaaat!). There were 2 completely random people, and then Kiyomi. I just think it's weird that I decided to start riding hard again and I all of a sudden get 4 ( Read more... )

"Nighty night my extremely hot and insanely talented bike riding girlfriend...."

DAMN RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!! I surprised myself tonight. I got back on the bike full force feel soooooooooo good.

1 week 'til it's been 2 years with Danny ( Read more... )