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Dec 10, 2010 00:49

characters. dean winchester and castiel
verse. bullet in a bible
summary. dean's feeling guilt hit him (again) but he's trying to play it off around cas.
timeline. after chuck comes back from his impromptu absence.

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insouciantmaybe December 10 2010, 07:53:00 UTC

Cas missed Chuck. He'd never really had a best friend before, not one that wasn't Dean. Dean Dean Dean. So, being completely and utterly alone save for the times that Gabriel popped in was hard on him. He knew it was for the best, that he was protecting himself but now being able to.... feel everything. He wasn't sure about anymore. It was all upside down.

Cas had actually been biting his thumb nail to a children's book when Cas came in. He hadn't even hosted the orgy today, found himself sickened by it. "...Yes, Dean?"

slains December 10 2010, 07:56:57 UTC

"Just...makin' sure you were still alive." Dean worried. Constantly over the former angel he worried if he was alright, or how well he was ticking as of late as he walked over to his...lover. He hadn't exactly brought him drugs which he was sure Cas was really jonsing for as much as he'd brought him something to eat and clean water. "You okay?" He felt it was right to apologize for how he acted...but he wasn't going too. He never did.

insouciantmaybe December 10 2010, 07:58:39 UTC

"I don't feel good," he returned. He couldn't handle all of the emotions. It was overwhelming. A lot like wanting throw yourself off of a bridge and throw up at the same time, but he took the food; picked at it mostly. "I just haven't been feeling.... very social, Dean, it's not an issue."

slains December 10 2010, 21:44:50 UTC

Dean knew it was probably for that reason. Castiel never could stomach human emotions like a...real boy. But it was not to say that he didn't try. He tried so much to get as close to Cas as he could and relax around him. The leader didn't exactly want to point out the fact that his drugs were missing since he knew it was more of a recent development. "Since when does that happen? You're usually the most social of everyone." He smirked a little from where he was standing before moving to sit on the edge of his bed.

"Anything I can do to help?"

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