had the most random urge to actually post something on here, for the first time in AGES ( Read more... )

everywhere I go, everyone I meet ( Read more... )

i continually allow it to cut me over and over again. i think i'm fine, and then i learn something new or see something else and it's as if the wound is just opened again and someone's thrown a gallon of salt on top, making it sting more and more.

it fascinates me how things can be passed on from person to person. and how different cultures can still be so similar because we are all just human beings, afterall ( Read more... )

sometimes, itunes, you have got it right on. only on occasion do you know the exact order of songs that need to be played on shuffle to make me happy. the randomness organizes. and there is then order in my world. thank you.

I seriously don't know what my life is without you..and now that I'm getting a taste of it, I don't want to know any more of it because it hurts too badly

i never felt nothing in the world like this before ( Read more... )

this thing really is only used when i am having major problems or am sad or am worried...which is all the time, but when i can't handle it...thats when i write in here. sorry ( Read more... )

i really dont know how to handle this pain.