same 10 songs on the radio ( Read more... )

i feel like if im gonna continue to have this thing, i should actually write in it. and maybe it will be therapeutic for me to write about stuff and for you to see it. i dunno. i think its just cuz i have so much time on my hands right now...and not like thats a bad thing, i just have a lot more time to feel lost and think too much...haha that ( Read more... )

im back in cali, yo!

so im basically done with my first year of college. crazy, yo.

i feel fine anytime shes around me now
shes around me now almost all the time
if im well you can tell
shes been with me now
shes been with me now
quite a long long time
and i feel fine.

i havent written here in a long time...dont really find the need to i dunno...

i feel like things have changed a lot and are constantly changing. i think im ok with that. i mean isnt that life? who knows...

things arent really working out for me right now...i mean there are definitely good things and bad things, but overall, thats how ive been feeling a lot lately...hmm

um...so...i didnt go to bed last night. at all ( Read more... )

jonah just got up randomly from doing work in the 24 hour study room just to come over to where i am sitting in the corner and ask how i was doing. and if i was ok. and he rubbed my back and kissed my head, the way my father does. then he just sat back down and went back to work ( Read more... )

8 more weeks of school left and i havent even had my midterms yet. holy fuck!!!!

cant wait til summer :)