Whenever you feel like going back,
remember the reason why you left.

I can really surprise myself with how much I can remember from my childhood. It's the first of August, and around twelve or thirteen years ago, I had my first communion on this day, at Christ the King Church along E. Rodriguez. Don't ask me why I remember it, because I don't know! It doesn't even matter anymore, given the current state of my ( Read more... )

Do not question your feelings. They are what you think they are, and there is no point in denying them. Embrace what you feel. Your emotions are beautiful, no matter what the circumstances surrounding them may be. Let them out; express yourself. Make the whole world know about them, scream expletives into a pillow, or write a poem. Savor the moment

I might actually be fortunate to have these obstacles standing between me and what I want, especially at this time when I am not yet ready to handle it ( Read more... )

“I slowly began to doubt myself. Maybe the reason she didn’t answer was not that her reactions were delayed but simply that she didn’t love me.

So at last, I got it. It’s entirely beyond my control.

The only thing left for me… was to give up.”

~ Chow Mo-Wan, 2046 (2004)

Hello, 2010.

I barely post here nowadays. My last entry was written last November 29. hmm. I haven't been feeling very expressive lately. Twitter and Tumblr have also contributed significantly to this lack of motivation to blog.

morning. it's 4am and i just woke up. Everyone else is still asleep. Usually i fall asleep at this time. I'm in this resort called Caylabne Bay with my family. There is no internet access here, i'm just trying to blog from ping fm. I hope this works. We used to go here a lot twelve years ago. Now it's just sad and obviously unloved. My sister wants ( Read more... )

I really hope that within the next twenty years, somebody will be able to invent a way to transmit olfactory data through television or the Internet. Imagine the possibilities it could spell for advertising, or shows and websites that have something to do with food. Seeing the food is just porn, but smelling it is foreplay. Seeing someone grill ( Read more... )

I've fallen in love with cute stuffed toys again. I got a stuffed panda from Ocean Park in Hong Kong last February that I squish, hug and call "Bebeh" with a pouty accent. I actually want a bigger one, but I have this friend who tried to bring home a gigantic panda stuffed toy from China but it wasn't allowed at the airport. I also have a stuffed ( Read more... )

J'adore Marion Cotillard! Elle est belle, magnifique...j'aime son film, Jeux d'enfants. Je peux le voir encore et encore et encore. J'aime les films français aussi. Je vis Vivre sa vie par Jean-Luc Godard la semaine derniere. My French sucks. This entry is two days late. I'll do my homework now.