i love you i'm sorry please forgive me thank you thank you

this desert has dissolved me...

I sorted through my old things at my mom's house yesterday. All of those things I had at my old apartment, thrown into boxes, last fall, with winter looming over my shoulder and the collapse of life as I knew it, a void of uncertainty before me.. All of these objects, frozen in time, collecting dust and sitting out in the garage and attic, through ( Read more... )

I spent the first few hours of 2011 as a mime, with my face painted white, and black diamonds drawn over my eyes. I was drunk and wearing my full clown outfit that I made myself and love dearly. Black and white diamonds, pink frills, blue tulle, lace, beadwork, and a skirt that sticks out to the sides. Striped leggings and silly little clown hat. ( Read more... )

doing naked yoga in your living room at 5 in the morning ( Read more... )

hitch-hiked from the atlantic ocean in FL to new orleans!!

so many ridiculously amazing times & people & connections

so many ridiculously amazing things to come

i'll write later, got 2 minutes left on the library computer

much love & light to all

i don't have much time to write now but everything has been

absolutely

incredible

so it's my last night in NY, for a while. We leave tomorrow at sunrise.

here we go

i have been doing a lot lately. spontaneity, new places, abandoned buildings, a couple parties, new faces, hazy eyes, conversations, good music, delicious Mediterranean foods, adventures, crazy awesome jewelry making kick, new tunes in progress, new wooden flute, painting, so many joyful things i can mention and so many days i can spend mentioning ( Read more... )

i am always trying to become

a free, wild person

unchained by ego

and in tune

i like to expand my mind
and feel that dizzy feeling
when all the cosmos swell
when you understand a new concept
a new state of understanding
"there it is, as clear as something that is very clear"

i am always learning

i feel absolute
i feel crazy

i feel good