Back to watching anime, currently caught up on Delicious in Dungeon so I started Solo Leveling. Ngl, Laios is up with L from Death Note as my all time favorite characters. Would definitely party with him and vibe with his personality. The voice actor they got for the English version is perfect as well. Loved it so much I'm hoping to find more that ( Read more... )

For some reason I have yet again developed a crush on someone else. I was hoping I would be over it by now but it's only gotten worse. To make matters worse it's someone I can't even say anything to so I can get rejected and move on with my life. Well, at least not for another month or so. Hopefully I'll be over it by then.

So I never did find out what was actually going on and honestly at this point I would like to think that I no longer care. So anyways moving on with my life, there is an event coming up in November that I am really looking forward to. With any luck I'll meet someone there that actually shares the same interests, that would be nice. Also on the home ( Read more... )

I hurt. So much. I don't know what I did but I feel like he doesn't want to have anything to do with me anymore. I have been miserable for a few weeks now.

So... I did a thing. Well... My heart is starting to do a thing. So the only place I go around other people is work. Started out with this one guy coming off as scary and intimidating and I absolutely did not want to be having panic attacks at work. If we weren't on truck he always exhibited what I feel to be a ridiculous amount of patience with me ( Read more... )

So it appears that things have changed a bit around here since i last logged in. fun. I have also made some changes to my life. Finally left my main job that was starting to make me miserable. A month or so before I walked out I spent half an hour or so cussing the store manager telling him he was what was wrong with the store and such. applied to ( Read more... )

I wish I knew how to talk to people. I wish I actually had a decent relationship with my family. I wish I didn't spend most of my time thinking that none of this is my problem if I simply cease to exist. I wish I could make progress on getting things fixed and getting my life together without my own mother telling me it's not enough. I wish I could ( Read more... )

So yeah, I never did get around to gathering up my little mini diary papers and posting them. Honestly not sure if I ever will. Anywho that's not why I'm here today ( Read more... )

It's very rare that I will work at someplace for only 4 months and be done with it. It's been so long since I've felt this way I don't even know how to react. Start looking for a replacement job I guess. Maybe I'll get lucky and find one good enough I can quit my main job while I'm at it. I certainly do not get paid enough to put up with this ( Read more... )

Man do you want to talk about how long it has been between entries. I honestly kind of forgot this thing existed until I started having Daydreams about people that I knew in high school. Oh the heartache, now the question remains to blog about it or not? Sure, why not, let's embarrass myself via medium which for me has all but died, I'm not quite ( Read more... )